Sometimes I wonder. Who can we trust and who can we not? I base my feelings on others from the way they speak, carry themselves and react to me. Somehow, looks may be deceiving and at the most subtle way it can be. It makes me hold that thought that "ppl are so hard to trust, even your beloved ones". Just when you think that you can begin to put your trust in one, the one may just change your opinion again. Has it not always been this way?

After things which has happened to me over the last few years, I find it hard to believe in ppl again, esp the kind whom I shall not mention. Are they true or not? Dear lord, pls tell me how I can differentiate, I really need to know. Evil and Nice are just a fine line in between one another, a misjudge may very well leave me shattered. I am afraid of being hurt and disappointed, thus I have to shamefully admit that I am self-centred. Afterall, what's so wrong about me trying to protect my dignity and fragile self? In this, I choose to hurt others sometimes, and yes, it may not be the way I want it but I am sorry I can't help it.

Ironically, I tend to believe what my heart tells me, even tho I know that I am out to be conned once again. I place my bet on the goodness in ppl and I believe that my bet will show returns one day. I don't question doesn't mean I don't know what you are thinking cuz sometimes, I rather let everything stay the way it is. Perhaps, I am just afraid to know the outcome. Anticipation especially kills, but isn't truth more fatal?


And yes, I am fine, these are just thots which came to my mind in a flash, like how sometimes we may suddenly be engulfed with such strong emotions. This only happens in very rare occasion hence, I decided to pen them down before it diminishes again into distractions. I certainly hope I can find my answer one day.


Time for supper soon.

Yours Truly. 8:06 PMY

ADVANCED OPEN WATER DIVE

YEA!!! I have decided to go for my Advanced Open Water Dive course come this Sept, after ghost festival. So inspired after reading logs, dive experiences and seeing some peektures. I hope my dive sch has a schedule to P.Redang! No more Tioman! I hate the urchins! But I wanna see sea turtles this time..... Damn, they are going Bali like in Aug la!!!!! Nvm... Sept will be here soon! I hope they have dive trips by then. Monsoon monsoon, could u pls be a dear and dun come so soon? :(

Dive Budd(ies), Xue Yun - Check! CX, U coming not???
Dive log - Check!
Basic Open Water Cert - Check!
Passport - Check!
Sun Block - Check!
Enthusiasm - Check!
Excitement - Check!
Money - Check!
Lots of Fun - Check!


Okie dokie, let me try to drag more ppl to the dive trip! It will be exciting!

Tennis is so fun! I finally got my strokes right after some balls feeding. Its true that we cannot play when the strokes are all lousy. I shall practise more.


Aight, I need my beauty sleep for now. Goodnite! ;)

Yours Truly. 10:26 PMY

Its Been Awhile...

{EDITED! - Pardon me for the many grammatical errors}

Since I last updated! I promise u that this entry is gonna be packed. ;) Many many photos that're not being uploaded here before! Took me pains to upload these photos.... I think abt 2 hrs or so?? Hmmm thats for not updating regularly. Haha.... Let's begin!

Let me start off with a random pic that Rachel tagged me in facebook. So old sch la! Its been so long ago! Haha..... Like last year?


Those were the Nokia days. ;)


LOUIS' 21ST AT ECP - 31/5/08:


He was super wasted that day la. Haha, as u could see from his drunk face. He would tell u that he is not... when he obviously is.


This pic was taken when he was sober I think. Quite a bit of difference as u can tell.


Caught! I was totally engrossed with Merlynn's words.


Me, Mer and Sal.

Louis! Pls send me the pics from ur HP. I took like a few with ur hp when u were damn drunk la. Haha!


ZOUK WITH COLLEAGUES - 27/06/08:


While waiting for Regina and Jes. Took a pic with our temp staff. I look like those taiwan meimei wannabes here. Damn. -_-


:)


Fel said this looks wrong. -_-


Me and Regy. Everyone (even the hawkers oppsite our workplace) says we look alike la....


Snap snap...


CHILL-OUT SESSION @ STARBUCKS SIGLAP - 5/7/08:

Met up with Lewis, Jer and Grace on a fateful Sat night to chill out. Finally met up with Grace... not too bad, we had fun as well.


The sec sch kakis.


Louis and Grace.


Jer and Lu.... Wah Jermaine act macho... commission already, officer already nv treat me. Kns.
Friends nowadays. 7 years some more. Tsk tsk.


Grace and myself.


Another one.


Candid moment again. Louis likes to do this to me all the time. Tsk.


"ALL LISTEN TO THE GREAT WANJUN".
HAHA! Seriously this isn't a posed shot la.... caught random. But its damn hilarious!


Me in distress. Trying to find a suitable pose but somehow, it didn't work.


Buddee..... :)


COMMS & PR MATES:


Happened to snap a pic of my dear colleagues.
Missing in Pic: Cyn and another PR colleague.


MEMBERSHIP DEPARTMENT LUNCHEON @ AMICI ITALIAN RESTAURANT- 26/6/08:

Yours Truly. 1:18 PMY

Girlies Evening.



MABEL!!!!!! This entry is dedicated just for u, my dear friend who just came back from Perth after 4 months! ;)

WE MISS YOU LOADS! And of cuz, this is for making up to u for not being able to attend your 21st bash! I heard someone's got really short dress and plunging neckline. Damn. HAHA!

AND 'SOMEONE' pangseh-ed us last min. I wonder who, oh yea, I recall that red head girl. Hmmmmm....


Yea, cam-whoring in the middle of City Hall MRT station. -_-


Look whose the tai tai................... wannabe? HAHA! Yea but I give credit to you Mabs.


We both agreed that Mabs look more tai-taish.... And yes. the right side stuff belongs to Mabs. Mine only one bag!!!!

It was fun psychoing each other to buy stuff. We both got shoes from C&K and top from Sixties-inspired. SAME TOP!!! But who knows that the top can be so flattering! :) I love ur new shoes Mabel!!! Damn chunky but so model-like can? Pretty!

Bought the washing puff from Fancl as well (ITS SUPER GOOD, trust me!) and eye collagen mask from Skin Food. I bought the BB cream Fel was reccommending too! I hope its good, but I suspect tat I will be too lazy to apply it anyway. No target audience in the office also. Haha...


Mabel got that sultry look. HAHA!


Me Me Me!!! Hair damn messy, face so oily! My face is getting so oily lately. Dunno why also.... :(

I will update more soon...... got more pictures to post up!!! Coffee with Jer, lu-wee and Grace, my new friend last Sat! :)



I leave you with this. SO FUNNY! Its a coaster I think...... So cute! Girls and chocolates. ;)



Goodbye folkies! :)

Yours Truly. 11:36 PMY

Exams.

Tell me. Why do we need exams? Sigh. I am so sick of reading the notes and textbook, I just wanna go out and HAVE FUN!!!!! Oh well, 3 more modules before I graduate. Thank God.

Tennis. Diving. Travelling. Driving. Sch Fees. Braces.
I shld save. Stop shopping!

My braces are hurting my teeth and gum like shite. Zzz.... My dentist added some weird applications on the braces brackets. I feel so uncomfortable now la.... But I think I will miss my braces when I remove em', afterall its been a vital part of me since Poly Year 2. Heh.


Nv felt so stressed in my life before. I feel like I have aged, again. Why??? Even SKII cant help me this time. =(



I realised my thots are all disorientated. =S
Back to the books!

Yours Truly. 10:59 PMY

It just takes one msn convo to irk me. Seriously, some guys shld try to brush up their PR skills. A very good example of a failed attempt:













XXX says:
if u r i can still consider...

XXX says:
=D


-____________________________________-


- THAT WAS IT. AND WHY WOULD I NEED HIS CONSIDERATION??? Not as though he is Chace Crawford or Brad Bitt??? I was totally annoyed to the max already. First he asked me abt my love life when I dun feel like answering his qn, then he thinks that I am waiting for him and best of all, he feels there is a need to consider me (when I din even tell him I was looking for someone in my life) -


Wanjun says:
-_-

Wanjun says:
i dun think i am tat desperate

Wanjun says:
=)

- Of cuz that was a sarcastic smiley emoticon to show him that I was truly disgusted by his words. -


XXX says:
dun be offended...

XXX says:
i jst kidding


Kidding? I must be kidding myself to be even talking to someone like him. As you could see, his ego was totally filled to the brim and perhaps, already overflowing out of his brain.




This damn thing was moving left and right. Like I was not irritated enough.


Tsk Tsk, someone who's so damn full of himself. Now my exams blue is worsen by this joker. Wad a day.

Yours Truly. 11:05 PMY

Goodbye Kylie!!! Have fun and be good in Tasmania, catch some Tasmania devils for me.
See you in Melbourne in Dec aight. :)

Yours Truly. 10:06 PMY

I am sooooooo bizzy!!!!! I've so much to tell abt my diving trip! In short, it was GREAT! Planning for a dive trip to P.Redang in Aug, anyone interested pls let me know!!

Meantime, exam's nearing, gotta study hard to ace it..... if not...... if not.... Ok nvm. Let's not get there yet.


I leave you with some low-res peektures of my debut dive trip in P.Tioman to end off! More to come cuz I so wanna share this out-of-the-world experience!!! ;)


Clear blue sea. But I heard its not as clear as it used to be anymore...


Beautiful chalets on the hill. It caught my eyes while we were on the boat back to our resort.


My dive mates, mostly from SIM!


My dive buddy, Xue Yun! She's damn cute la... alot of candid moments. Haha.


The water below was wayyyy to cold la, I almost shivered in the water though it was like scorching hawt at sea level.


Meeeeee.....


And yes, I am in the middle.


I guess besides diving, there is no other sport that can make you stay this close to the marine life...the sad thing is that the coral reefs are mostly destroyed, not much colours left to beautify Tioman sea. It's kinda upsetting that many do not cherish them... but then again, it's also mainly thanks to us beginners, stepping on the corals like there is no tomorrow..... explains why too.


Anyway, I will be back soon!

Yours Truly. 8:21 AMY

Crap. Eating the Spicy Beef Noodles ytd was a damn wrong choice. My stomach is protesting right now. Zzzz. I shld have known better!!!! My ego just had to get all over me. -_-

Wahhh Say (All I Need) By One Republic is SO NICE!!!! Can send me the song someone??? Pls plsssss......


Ok.... Anyway back to main point. I will be at Tioman, Msia for the next 2 days or so! UNDAR THE SEA!!!!! I hope I get to see Nemo.... Will update with peektures when I am back! Dun miss me.... Meantime, enjoy your weekend folks! ;)

Yours Truly. 8:29 AMY

I Go Crazy.

Well not literally, of cuz. This song is really nice, maybe cuz the lyrics suits my mood now. I Go Crazy by DHT. I am also very into this new singer - Marie Digby. She got famous thru youtube.com. Sang her own songs and plays the guitar & piano. Extremely talented. For a start, you can listen to her new song - Say it again. :) And And And..... her rendition of Umbrella is even more melodious than Rihanna's.


Time to visit Haji Lane soon. I wanna SHOP!!!!! I feel so restrained la... been trapped at home thanks to projects and work. Doesn't help with my mum thinking that I am playing around with my lappie and not sleeping at 12 midnite when I am actually doing work. I am also not bothered to explain cuz the reaction would work out the same. -_- Work is really killing me, nv felt so stressed ever in my life, yet. But I guess that's the corporate world, luckily I have a few wonderful colleagues to make my life better. :) Not the mundane kinda 'officey' life you would expect.

Actually sometimes I do wonder, people get mental breakdowns, it really does take alot huh? cuz I am still sane at this point of time with so much going on in my life. I would say that I surprise not only others.... but myself sometimes. Haha.


More things to look forward to soon. Will update you guys again, probably after my presentation and project submission next week! ;)

Yours Truly. 11:55 PMY

FINALLY...... finally I have time for these peektures. Long overdued..... Come on, don't blame me, I've been really caught up, everywhere!


FRIDAY - 6 June 2008

Let's start with bdays, two friends I know have just passed their bdays!

JESLYN! MS ZHENG!! My cabby khaki..... Happy Bday babe!!! :)


Well, as u can see from the cake, "Happy Birthday F Cup". ;)
Those few words definitely tell you a million things doesn't it? :)

CHENG XUN!!!!!!! Its YOUR DAY too! Happy bday!!!! Thanks for the fish soup. ;) October its my turn, tho I have nv heard of ppl giving treats on their bdays. HAHA!


MANGO ICE! Tat's right, caught up with Fefe and Emo after work last Friday. Emo had to leave earlier so she didn't get to eat this. It was like supper for fel and myself.



As you could see, we shopped at Far East till 11pm, only to find ourselves stuck inside.... So smart. HAHA!


Back to Mango Ice @ HK cafe, it was kinda addictive, got Fel and I going gaga over it since last year when we first had it.


As you could tell from her expression. Well...... I don't have much comments on this. HAHA! I am so sorry Fel, I know by posting this pic up, I am putting our 4 years of friendship on the line, but I just have to cuz its really freaking funny!



Ended our night with a ride on the NightRider 7.
We are meeting again next week and guess wad? MABEL IS COMING BACK NEXT WEEK!!!!!

We look forward to see our 4th bimbo to be back to the grp. =D


SATURDAY - 7 June 2008

Went to Out of The Pan @ Raffles City on Saturday.... Their drinks are not too bad! But if ure afraid of carbo, then you better avoid their Caramel Oreo milkshake, it got me feeling bloated for at least 3 hours. Yea, some of you may not find 3 hours a big deal, but for me, it is! I usually feel hungry every hour, my friends can vouch.


Strawberry Crepe... it's a tad too sour I feel, but it is still not too bad. :) I am sucha dessert person! Ok, actually I like the main course best, but dessert has to come hand-in-hand to complete the whole course meal. ;) I always feel the decor of the dessert plays a vital role, cuz it helps to up the "Oh My Goodness" factor. Totally.


I like their Tiramisu Crepe, for someone who just gotten her teeth tightened again, this is definitely the most appropriate dessert for him/her. The custard filling melts in one's mouth and slips down the throat with that icy feeling. 8 out of 10!

Kuriya Japanese restaurant is not too bad too, the price is abit too steep thus I prefer Ichiban Sushi. Affordable and good.


Ended Saturday with a smile, a painful one in fact cuz my teeth just couldn't stop aching, feels as tho I got punched 10 times and over. baby Hannah has really grew alot! She is a more active girl now, but still adorable.


SUNDAY - 8 June 2008

Yours Truly. 12:05 AMY

My peektures are happily saved in the draft now. Lazy to type captions. Hehe. Will post them on Thurs! Oh well, I've got sch tml..... again.


Kylie just told me he saw an abandoned Silky Terrier ytd night. Roaming around and he seemed to be in a super bad state. Smelly and absolutely skinny. The dog showed signs of tearing as well..... seems like it's been unfed and has been walking around aimlessly for days. My heart sank immediately. How can ppl do such things????? I would rather die if I ever get abandoned like this. Zzzz.

I hope that freaking owner will be an abandoned, smelly, irky and scrawny dawg next lifetime shld there is any. -_- I don't think I am being too harsh with my words cuz he/she deserves it. Keeping a dog comes with great responsibility, as we need to care and love it. I really love dogs and I would visit the pet shop at Marine Parade sometimes to look at em..... but knowing my hectic lifestyle, I can nv keep my dog happy, PLUS my mum is so gonna screw me if I am going to throw this responsibility to her. As much as I would like to own one Westie, I know I can't upkeep it. So I'd rather pass on the opportunity to those who can and has the time to. Seriously, one shld consider the factors first before getting all hyped up and make an impulsive choice of getting a pet, even for hamsters.

Lucikly for that poor scrawny dog, one kid and his father decided to keep it cuz they have another dog at home too. Tho it's not its first home but I rather someone keep it than send it to SPCA and putting it to sleep eventually.


May the dog find new love at it's new home. :)

Yours Truly. 11:20 PMY

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