Now this is fun....

http://kevan.org/johari?name=Queeniewanjun

HEEEE... I know Geri did this a few donkey months back but its only now then I realised the purpose..... DAMN CUTE! Choose the attributes U think that fits wanjun the most and from then I can conclude whether I am a likeable person!

BE NICE!!! If u wan u can remain anonymous too! =D



Anyway the Queeniewanjun was unintended. -_- I couldnt get my own name, that explains ok... =)

Yours Truly. 1:56 PMY

I think today is the happiest day of the week cuz its damn FUN! =DDDD AND SO.... I must blog this down!

Me and Merlynn had half day today and I could see literally that she is counting down to 1pm so we can both knock off and eat lunch. I was damn hungry in the freezer-like office la. Trust me, the sun is always better. =D Anyway we went to Bugis after workand ate Ba Chor Mee (but thinking abt Sashimi in the head) . We took 2 hrs to finish and oh... not forgetting the damn awful Teh Peng. Totally no taste can! -_- Nvm... I think we both have machine gun mouths and we were talking non stop abt every single thing! For 2 hrs we were just sitting in the Kopitiam talking abt life and everything.

I suddenly felt so good and I really missed her alot only after talking to her today. We, together with Yiling used to be damn damn close in Year one, the innocent kinda gurls and everything. Looking back today, we realised that we have "aged" and changed so much... Though we have changed alot, I still think the friendship between me and her is fresh in the memory and instantly, I just wished that we were in Year One again. I could talk to her the way I cant to some ppl and its just.... very precious cuz we dun hang out as much. We may not be the best of friends but somehow I just feel that we could click that well in every sense and seems that we hide nutting from each other and even a silence defines that understanding. I understand both me and her are going thru the same kinda phase that we have to now and maybe thats why we could connect almost instantly even after not really having a heart to heart talk to her for like 8914781113 days.

For everything, I cherish that friendship and the short but heart warming moments this week. =)

Haha... pardon me for the lonnnnngggg entry but I think it feels good again to talk to her cuz we haven really been talking much. =)

THEN.... after chit chatting, we went to the Singapore Arts Museum (SAM) and Karen met us there and we met Kenneth as well due to some coincidence. Haha.. So four of us spend some crazy 4 hrs at the museum doing our assignment and crapping. =D It was fun appreciating the arts! I have nv thot that I am an artistic person but suddenly I realised that the class is so so useful and I feel I have attained another level in some ways! =D Of cuz there were some poking fun of the art involved, some Art pieces are just sooooo.... ok nvm.... =X

THEN.... we decided that we have to eat dinner at 8.30pm and we went to the food court nearby to get a grab and we chatted until abt 12 am. -_- Four of us are just.... talking abt everything under the sun.... Haha... which is not convenient for publish..... =S

THEN AGAIN, I realised that I miss the year one class so much.... Oh ya... Kenneth is planning a 21st bday party in January and they are already planning to open a "gambling den". Merlynn and Karen were fast enuff to tell Kenneth that they will "entertain themselves". Haha... Well, u can imagine the craziest things they do..... =S

Today was seriously good! It was a different kinda fun and I love it! =D


See the difference between real good friends + Fefe, Emo and Mabs and some other figures in our life. Yea... Innuendo intended. -_- I just hope that we from now onwards, me fefe and emo will not be associated with weird and unappreciative ppl anymore. =)







Till thennnn....... Enjoy the weekends and HAPPY NEW YEAR! Its the last weekday of the YEAR. =(

Yours Truly. 12:44 AMY

This entry is specially for those in Taiwan and Malaysia and those affected by it.

It has been raining cats and dogs recently and our neighbouring country, Malaysia, they are facing some flood problem in different areas of their country and the death toll climbs up to 10 now. =(

Taiwan. A massive 7.1 earthquake happened on Tuesday ard 8.37 pm and 2 were dead after shielding for their kids. As a result, over millions of ppl in the world were affected as 2 main submarine cable was badly damaged and it disrupted the internet usage. Right now even when i am typing this, the net is still crawling like a damn snail. Initially I felt quite annoyed cuz I was really trying to concentrate on work and also I couldnt sign in to MSN during work. Hours passed as if they were years.

And during lunch on Wednesday, me, merlynn and dawn were discussing whether the Earth will die soon. I think it wun be in our generation but probably our kids. We shld start loving the Earth more. Show it more concern baby, treat it well and love it like ur lover. =( I hate to talk abt how our Earth is dying and how we might die but the truth is.... Its damn true lor. Nuclear stuff and all creating those nonsense, how can the Earth survive any sooner?

In the midst of all ths shit Indonesia (especially), some other countries are planning how to overthrow their government (I think so) or even building secret weapsons discreetly. Wad is this? Zzzz. I rather stay in a laid back era where such nonsense wun happen rather than making use of life to do nonsense, causing human beings to perish faster. SIGH.

Yup, I understand many ppl are having trouble travelling ard recently cuz the weather is seriously bad. Take care and bring brollies out! Oh, wear slippers too. -_- BTW, I think I am gonna fall sick soon, I wear three layers of clothes to work everyday but the office still feels like a freezer. -_- Tml is my last day of work and I am so gonna miss the ppl in the office. =(

Oh.. My editor in chief, who has left my intern company, called me a few days ago and guess wad? He offered me a damn nice JOB! =D I am supposed to do some research studies for a project thats he is doing on and that is..... contact lense solutions! Wheeee.... I see myself a lil happier after receiving that life-saving call, if not I would probably be pondering which bank to rob now -_-. The best part was that he even asked "How would u like to be paid?" Haha.. obviously I am abit paiseh to ask for ALOT la... Well lets just hope that its enuff for me to survive until the next pay comes but its the experience that COUNTS ok! =)
Hmmmm... But I might need help and maybe I can spilt the pay! =D

Oh, it seems like I haven talk abt my Christmas... It was spend making money. I was supposed to go out with this friend on christmas eve so I wun feel so pathetic spending christmas alone but HE told me that he will only be free after 12. Wads the point right. By then i think i rather sleep thru it... No point getting pissed, christmas is over, anyway I was happy to stay at home to earn money! =) This week is gonna be damn busy.. projects again... Holidays dun feel like holidays anymore. Yea, there was print journ terror today again. Damn it la. So sick of it. Zzz... Its nobody's fault but I think in this cohort, there are seriouslytoo little journalists and they are over working us. Really! =(


On the random note, I found out today that there are alot of things which we may see on the surface thats not true. I am beginning to find humans scary, in many many ways. When u think that he/she is a good person, u may find urself to be so wrong. I am rather disappointed and fearful of wad I am seeing. Some ppl are just so capable to send the chill down ur spine. I will not talk abt wad or who but after talking to Merlynn, I realised that we shldnt judge a book by its cover, things are always not what I perceive to be. Trust me. Believe in urself and it may be good to be cynical sometimes.

To end this, I wan the rain to GO AWAY! I WANT THE SUN OUT AGAIN PLS!!! My mood became better today. I dunno why also, maybe theres so many nice songs nowadays like Welcome to the Black Parade by The Chemical Romance and this Faranheit (Fei Lun Hai) and Hebe song which i still dunno wads the title! Its damn NICE! =D

Time to sleep soon. I am finally going to the Arts Museum with Merlynn tml! =D Saturday I must collect my overdue online clothes from the organiser and do PR. =(The rest, I cant even imagine, I've got no life!!! Dayum.....





I am beginning to find myself again.

Yours Truly. 12:25 AMY

Ya... I am supposed to be back after I know wad I want before 2006 ends. But it seems that I am too lost. I am blogging it down to remember that at this point of my life, shit do happen.

Number 1.
Print Journ has always been the most wunderful module that I can imagine myself taking, note... the key word is IMAGINE. And for a fact, its totally untrue. For the past dunno how many weeks, I think I have been under the torment of print journ and I feel the rush each time. I feel very pressurised by it. I dunno how to say but U can just imagine urself, going thru again and again with a total of 11 damn stories to write within the 11 weeks of sch. Its not Print Journ only that I am taking mind u. Its on top of alot of other modules. I am tired of chasing after my interviewees for quotes and pictures all day long, even during Christmas. -_-

Number 2.
PR's major project is finally over but as a result, a friendship was lost. I think theres no point keeping everything like a secret now cuz thats the fact. Obviously I do feel upset abt it and theres nutting I can do at all. We now have one more chance to get better grades which we din previously and I think If we screw it, thats the end.

Number 3.
MASSINA. The effing proposal is really tying my whole grp down. I can see that everyone is sick and tired of coming up with survey questions over and over again but the lecturer just cant give us a definite ans abt wads right and wrong, as a result, we have to blardy spend money to re print the surveys and redo them, its 400 of them for your information. Its not little. It took abt 7 hrs of our time. Wads this?
*sigh*

Number 4:
Other miscellaneous sutff and modules. -_- All the small tiny winy IS modules and others add up to be enuff to annoy the shit out of me. They are just so capable of worming their way thru my frustrations.

Number 5:
Wad am I gonna do when I graduate? I really dunno. I m not exactly that rich enuff to get my ass in a overseas Uni and definitely not that good enuff to get into local Uni with all the competitions ard me. Another headache.

Number 6:
I am so sick of working every holidays and not enjoying them and neglecting everyone ard me. Thats where my problems all seep in. But at least I know this is one of the last few times I am gonna work. Enjoy it though.

Number 7:
Relationships. I am being very honest abt it and the truth is I am facing alot of dilemmas in it. Sometimes when u wished u could forget abt it but u just cant. Nvm I dun wish to talk abt this.

Number 8:
There are alot of other things, including money stuff that I will not mention abt but know that its enuff to make me go crazy.

Number 9:
Well, Wad am I gonna do before 2006 comes to an end? I am stuck with all these shit and how can I happily welcome 2007 when I know none of these are solved.


I have to worry abt alot, and I really meant ALOT of things time after time. I almost could feel that I am going into hibernation very very soon. For the past one week, I have been stoning away, living in denial and did nutting fruitful except counting the number of hrs I worked for the whole of last week.

Its probably time to come out of the cave and face the problems again dear wanjun. I hate doing that but am I left with any choices? However strong I may seem, however happy I may seem, there is always a facade behind all these.

Where are the shoulders that I need in times like this?
Sigh.




Worn out kid.
And I wonder wheres the 19 yr old wanjun?

Yours Truly. 1:10 AMY

Merry Xmas everyone. Though I know its abit late. But well... My wishes are still here. I think none has received my season greetings yet cuz I seem to have disappeared for some time. Anyway I hope u guys still remember wanjun ok! =)

Listen to this song.... Its very very very nice though its in Jap. Matches my mood recently. -_-



Finish listening the song........... =)

Neither here nor there

Sometimes I wished I could be like a superwoman and know wad I really want.
Is it really the end?
Is there something I could do to make it better?
I dunno.
Sometimes its not that I am not strong enuff to face it.
Its just too much to let go.
With things liddat,
I really dunno how and where to begin from.

Sometimes, even if I try and try,
it just wouldnt work out.
Sometimes when we think we have tried enuff for some stuff,
we know that its never enuff as its always on the go.
Its always all abt trying again and again.
Some things we shld just learn and be less calculative.

I have zero confidence and I think I need to get out of the "always paranoid wanjun" shell.
We always tend to forget about the good times when bad things happen
And when we look back, we realised that there are just so many things that we could have done.
If only.


We tend to forget each other good traits and be less appreciative of wad we have.
When was the last time u said something sweet to ur loved ones?
If it hasnt strike upon u, now think hard.... be it bfs or gfs, family or friends.


For me, I guess its the same, it will nv occur to me until something hard hits me and sets me pondering.
I hate thinking for ur information cuz it affects my daily life.
But then, if we dun reflect, wad can we get from the problem?
Even if we get to the root of the problem,
will the other party forgive, forget and try again?
It applies to me too.

Dilemmas.


I am appreciative of certain things which I will not mention here.
At least, there are some stuff I know and I keep it deep down in the heart.
Maybe you may not know or understand,
but I really do appreciate it, I really do.
=)




Time to get to bed and continue with life tml. It will be a better day or maybe it may dawn upon me that there is something that I shld just do. I dunno wad yet... but soon.


Maybe when I get my answer, I will be back again.
Till then... I wish to be a better person before 2006 ends. =)

Yours Truly. 1:25 AMY

Below is a message:

Hi wan jun,

I'm looking for models for a particular high-end salon's graduation hair show cum photoshoot for my final year proj(TP,design sch). This is unpaid but u get to experience the fun and also enjoy complementary hair cut and colour. You can have the photos for keep if you want.

We'll only know what we can do to the hair when we've seen the condition.
We need all kinds of models, but sharp features preferred.
Especially for photoshoot is more selective as there are many series of themes.
Male/female/ pple who can tk funky hairstyles/ girls with long hair for hair up/ guys with mid-length/long hair, emo kids/ vintage looking pple/ with tattoos, piercings.. etc! esp pple from design sch like Laselle are most welcomed..

There's a on thu, 20dec 6.30pm at bugis area.


Interested parties pls let me know and send their pics to jzdotx@hotmail.com asap!
As we need a lot of models, so pls help to spread the word ard! thks peeps!! =)




Rgds,
jacc


Any one interested in the above pls contact Jacqueline. Thanks. =)


Skipped work today and I am going ktv-ing with fefe, samapi and leeling. Hee. And print journ is driving me nuts. Haiz. So irritating..... Grrrr.. Its gonna be so over like soon. Next year will be a better one, I hope. WHERE ARE MY CLOTHES???? GRRRR.... Wad am I gonna do on christmas??? Save me. Haiz. I guess I will probably be working at home. Money.....



Shld xmas be a sad one? =(
morethanwordscouldsay.

Yours Truly. 12:55 PMY

Yea.. The weather has been really bad for like the past dunno how many donkey days anddddd to the extent that everywhere is flooding to knee length. I hate wearing shoes la... damn gross when the water just sips in and it makes the awful "croak" froggy noise. YUCKS. My gawd.... But I am wondering if Singapore will be drowned by this Monsoon??? Damn... But I think our dear Earth is dying... =(

On the other hand, the weather has been so nice to sleep in and thats why I have been sleeping really really early. Miracle yea? BUT when sch reopens next next week.. its late nites all over again. Boo... The only good thing is that Print Journ is OVER and oh... My editor called me today to "inform" me that ALL my articles for the second campus papers issue will be OUT! Yes!!! Efforts not gone down the drain... Finally something to allow me to feel happy bout.... =DDD

Anyway work for the past 2 days have been good and well, partly cuz Lewis the nut entertains me every few minutes by doing lame things and also my computer is not as slow as his.... His is realli horribly slow, type abit faster only, his whole com hangs like nobody's business. Thats why he always tells ppl who uses his com to "SLOW DOWN... my computer really cannot take it!" WAHHA. U shld have heard that himbotic comment!!!! I was quite amused la. Haha... Anyway he is only working for like 5 days till next tuesday and he will be gone to Thailand FOR GOOD I mean, ya... for Holidays and then MERLYNN TONG will take over him! Wheeeeeee. I miss working with that girl... Welcome Mer!!!!

Today my mood is just damn high cuz my boss has offered me alot of jobs (at home and in office), really really ALOT so that I can earn more money just in time for Chinese New Year. =D I shall buy a pretty dress to wear next year, provided that it catches my eyes first. Wheeee....... Anyone wants a job???? I think I have some here provided u can read and write Japanese and Korean or MAYBE Chinese. Quite good pay la. =D Hee....

Hmmm... suddenly Ihave a craving for the prawn noodles at Katong that I had with Louis, Natalie (used to be my editor) and Dawn (the current intern from the other mcm cohort). Wah... I shall ask them to eat with me next week before I leave. Hehe... Dawn has like 2 more months to go and I have like 2 more weeks to go.... =D And Louis.... can u stop..... ah-hemm asking me this and that abt ah-hem.... ASK URSELF LA! Tml I am not gonna help u get Milo or coffee (eweee) if u start asking me abt ah-hemmm or keep requesting to change ur com with ME. -_-
Other than that... I am enjoying my work totally... ppl are nice and work is easy and I get to listen to 98.7 WHOLE DAY from 8am to 6 or 7pm. HARH! Suddenly 98.7 is overwhelmed with nice songs... serious..... go listen.

Time to hit the blanket now and its gonna be such a nice nite to sleep in! Good nite! And Louis can U send me the-one-that-u-dun-think-is-any-great-but-wanjun-thinks-its-so-oh-beach-club-goddamned-sexy song?????? I have been asking for THREE DAYS! GIMME TML PLS. Will be appreciated by getting u a cup of hot Milo with abit of warm water tml on ur desk!



Lights Off.

Yours Truly. 11:33 PMY

I suppose everyone reading this entry has seen my new blog skin. Yes. It was a moment of spur that got me doing this layout. Actually it was my tagboard which became screwy recently thats why I decide to change my tagboard and also fefe told me that the previous blog skin which I downloaded from blogskins.com takes a long time to load and thats why... TADAH... NEW SKIN! Love it!

The word "Paleolithic Age" was a coincidental thing cuz I had a picture with a b.g that looks so stone age and oh.. Paleo means old and Lithic means stone - Heee... Learned it from Appreciating Artwork class... I am quite glad that I chose this class cuz I have learned so muchhhh more from the lecturer. =D Will be visiting the museum with Merlynn soon cuz of some assignments... Hope to relish the old days when we were doing Bauhaus project at the Singapore Arts Museum (SAM)!!! Kudos to Baroque ART and MERLYNN AND MY BAUHUAS GRP!!!!! Those days were so fun, miss it!

"CUTTTTT~~"
Long long ago in Year 1 =D


The weather has been cranky recently, rain and shine, rain and shine. Zzz... I was wondering if my Sentosa will be on tis saturday lor... I hope so.. I have been waiting for days and nights just for SATURDAY BEACHING!!!

Anyway work was fine today... good moolah.... Sit there and do some entry and data cleaning and I get MONEY, cannot reveal how much but its good money!!!! Anyway there is this hair show coming up and ppl are looking for models.. maybe I shall go join the fun and drag someone, maybe mabel or fefe!!!! Yayness to long hair.. we can do so many shit to our hair and it still remains long and nice. =D Anyone of my friends interested tell me ok??? Heee...

I have recently received a random message from this guy from whosgoing.com. Seriously, I seldom tell this to anyone and I actually dun like talking abt this except to my close friends but the message he sent is like goddamned shakespearish and its probably one of the longest and "poetic" hello msg I have ever received. Here goes:


Pretty Wan Jun,

I am Enz, French painter, sculptor, designer, writer: frontier runner towards other shore. I want the division, without any exclusion, which is of geographical origin, social background, sex, age, generation, mentality, temperament... Each one can bring so much has each one. And it division is richer by the differences.

I must however say to you that, from my existential course, my individuation to reach it to Oneself, to employ the terminology of analytical psychology, or my alchemy "to carry out" the Philosopher's stone, to speak about the Philosopher's stone, or Wuxing, according to Chinese Zen, Mushin for Japanese, I am carrying a new ethics which makes all the more inadequate and alienating old morals.

I seek friends, a partner for my activities and an accomplice in the existence, which will be my wife. I currently live in a village of France, at two hours of Paris, but I also wish to have a residence and a workshop is in Sincapore, or in another country of Asia, to make known there what I transmit by my art and my writings.

To know a little which I am, I suggest you visiting my site (www.enz.fr) and to see some last of my creations, that one: http://web.artprice.com/store/EnzYou can send an email to me to speak each other about to send you and me photographs of you (enz_art@tiscali.fr)? I would send to you what I address to the art galleries so that you know who I am. Currently, I carry out creations on the topic of the woman. If I can send emails to you, I would address of it also the presentation to you.

With soon I hope. I kiss you Wan Jun, by hoping that you will be my wife.
Enz


Ya... That was it. Can anyone even understand this? I almost burst out luffing at the mail. Seriously... the most erm.... CRAP email I have received. HAHAHA. I wonder how long such ppl take to write this mail. -_- Girls out there if u ever receive this kinda email pls keep it.. It will probably be one of a lifetime thingy that u meet such ppl. =P

Ok Wanjun shall not be so bitchy and quit laughing. =S Oh ya.. I saw this dress which is SO NICE but its 70 bucks... My god.... First time I am so infactuated with a dress like never before. I am writing this down so I will remember that I once said "a dress is goddamned nice and I will probably murder for it". Ok, I was kidding at the last part but its really pretty and its at Bugis-Icon! Go find it!

Random stuff: Recently Xiaxue did a nose job. Yes... me and fefe saw her in Orchard a few days back and she was w/o MAKE UP and her nose was bandaged! Omg. I cant believe she did a nose job and I admire her guts. =S I wun dare to do it and wun do it. Wah... imagine a knife going through ur nose and having something in ur nose. And wad if u fall? O_O. Wun the nose drop? Omg... So scary... I mean I din say I disapprove of a plastic surgery but if u seriously look fine.. dun go for it. I heard alot of horror stories abt the side effects of it. So scaryyyy..... Anyway I think XiaXue looks fine with her nose but I dunno why she did it.. Probably cuz its FREE! Wah damn good la.... Imagine ure only a blogger and talking abt daily stuff and suddenly someone tells u that ure the best blogger in Asia and all the perks and even ur own tv shows come in! WAHHHH... HAha... Cant wait to see her new nose though. =)

Anyway Christmas is comingggggg... Wad shall I do! I love Christmas!!! Anyway Dudu says I nv mention abt him on my blog recently, so here u are baby... U have like on paragraph in this entry and are u not happy? =) Ben has invited dudu for a bbq but do we really wanna spend a day at the bbq? Hmmmm...


Oh, My new year wishes have changed again....

I decided that I shall not rebond my hair and wait for it to be wavylike Dawn Yang's hair. Her hair is seriously nice! In love with curly hair once again! Wheeee..... Shall keep it black and I m eyeballing a pair of pretty shoes again.... Mann.... Before u know I might get it again. hehe... I love PAZZION! Pretty pretty shoes.. and pretty prices as well. =S


Time to go sleep. =) Good nite!!!!

Yours Truly. 11:48 PMY

I often ask myself why must we live within the eyes and opinions of other ppl. I hate it when others tell me wad to do and that I have to make ppl happy when they are not affliated to me in any way.

Is it common that we all shld always behave in the "ideal" way and act like what we shld?
Or is it that some ppl just have to shoot their mouth off everything they can think of?
Or maybe becuz that we all are just living becuz we have to?
Why do we live to pls other ppl when whatever we are doing is something we feel comfortable with or maybe at times, situation do not allow us to?
Why do ppl even bother to talk about me in the first place?
Why must we feel so affected by things ppl say?

Why?
Why?
Why?

I have a lot of questions in my head, its kinda philosophical, too troublesome to elaborate everything at a go. I shall therefore conclude that I love my gurlfriends around me for who they are.

If not for that something, I will not have realised that I truly have the greatest friends in universe ever and we do not need anything or anyone more than that.

• I love them for their simplicity
• I love them for the way they love me for who I am
• I love them for the way they accept me
• I love them becuz if they know I am in a bad mood, they know wad is the best to do instead of being angry with me even after shouting at them or quarrelling with them for 84289564 times.
• I love them for their pureness
• I love them for their honesty
• I love them cuz they understand that everyone is unique and there is no perfection in the world
• I love them for they know how to behave under tensed situation
• I love them cuz they wun add fuel to the fire.
• I love them becuz i dun feel "obliged to"
• I love them cuz they understand me the best, apart from dudu.

I always think that simplicity is importantt. One do not have to be darn rich to be a friend. Even if ure rich, do not show it. Flaunting dun get u anywhere. Be urself, be someone whom is like a piece of white paper - so clean and pure.

Sometimes, when some things shldnt be said, behave properly and dun make unnecessary comments. Seriously. I dun blame ppl for not keepin their mouth tight, cuz....

Person A may tell me: "oh, maybe he/she cares abt u?"
person B may tell me: "oh, maybe he/she do not know how to show his/her concern?"
Person C maybe more direct: "He/She is just jealous and pokes into ur life too much."
Person D may even say: "Ignore such ppl, they shld look into the mirror before commenting abt others."
Person E may say: "He/She don't feel the security with u ard cuz u pose a threat to certain stuff."

What do u think? Food for thot. I have always wanted to believe what Person A and B says but are the things they said really true? If for someone who really bothers abt me, I always believe he/she understands me first before acting like they care. Think abt it. If the person really care, will he/she act that way, adding more stress to me? If one really thinks he/she is my friend and cares alot for me, they will really know how to act in the most appropriate way.

In a Nutshell, if one really cares abt me, I am truly very very grateful but its really time to change the way u behave or think cuz ure not superior in any way. Getting a concern from u is different from gettin concern from a Queen or Princess, mind u.

(The above is only based how I feel and does not apply to the mass)

I also often wonder why some ppl just cannot accept the way ppl is and why they have to think negatively on every single thing or ppl.

Why? Nature vs Nurture?

I think that its the nurture. Some ppl shld reflect first before opening their mouth. I have nv thot that I am great or something but I probably know wads keeping quiet at the right time.
I dont like talking abt other ppl who has not offended me unless its on reasonable grounds cuz there is not a need to and I am afraid of Karma. I do talk bad abt certain ppl but not ppl who has not offended me - Stupidity counts in this case though.

Haiz. Why? Maybe I shld just be less bothered abt such stuff.

Anyway I am sorry to fefe and emo fer yesterday, I threw tantrum at u guys, shouted and all but u know I dun mean it right? =D I know u guys love me after so many things!!! I may be very rude sometimes (yea i know) but I know at least we all are true to each other and u all still love me for who I am including my cold jokes and stupid comments!!! =) In life, we just need that.

I think I have too many issues man. -_- There is another issue which is bugging me. I do understand some girls relate better to a guy but sometimes such ppl do not know their limits and cross the boundary like making comments such as - "do u miss me?" "Muacks" "I send u pictures of myself!".

And then such ppl end up asking "why do my guy friend's gf hate me?". Its very simple, ure invading into ppl's love life hello? Not every single gurl can tolerate that nonsense. I am nice, I will just brush the issue off but wad if u cause that couple to break up? Its the sadddest thingy on Earth. Girls are not maneaters, they can be a damn good friend too.

I do know a few of such ppl, they are nice in general and guys usually like them as a friend but when it comes to girls, we all hate them, ok maybe not hate but just cannot stand it. I am not saying that a girl and guy cannot be best friends but if u crossed the boundary that I have said like making nonsense statements like "miss euu" and those kind, it just annoys ppl.

Many guys dun understand why their gfs must behave that way and be hostile to that kind of "female friends" but its just liddat.... Its not only making comments which are nonsensical or flirtatious but also the way they behave and sow discord between couples.
Why is it so difficult for two gurls to co-exist? I know that many of such cases do happen and I am glad that I do not have much of such problem since Dudu knows how to "behave correctly".

I do know of some guys and gurls who are best friends but they are purely friends and the gurl is really damn nice, not everyone can do it. When it reaches that stage, the female friend is really a saint. I respect such friendship. =) It goes likewise for the males.


Ok... enuff of that before I bore u out... Something is wrong with my tag board, I will try to repair it soon.. Anyway this entry is supposed to be private but I guess its always happening all around the ppl I know and I thot it will be good to share my opinion as well. I will continue this another time.

Yippppeee... I am left with ONE article now... and PR assignment is so OVER! And my online clothes have arrived in Singapore and I think me and fefe too free... we offered to meet the organiser near her place. Lol.... =D

I am so happy to meet Fefe... she does the craziest things with me!
Emo is logical and calm but always kenna bullied.
And Mabel is always so bimbo for who she is!Lol... My besttest besttest gfs in Poly!

ALSO!!! Year three has gotta be so great cuz of good friends like Samapi (whom I din even think I will talk to her and go clubbing with), Jenny, Lirong, Sarah, YILING and not forgetting Sarah's MAC lappie!! =D



Disclaimer: I do not mean to offend anyone in this entry or wadsoever, its just my general views. =)

Yours Truly. 11:10 PMY

Milkshake


Picture with Samapi:

Yours Truly. 7:35 PMY

Silver Wonders

Yours Truly. 1:18 PMY

Skipped school today... ok, to be exact, skipped Print Journ today. Why? Cuz I had to do Print Journ. How the hell u find an interviewee to tell u abt how to get around Australia. -_- Nvm... Its just one month more before my misery ends. =)

Seems like a lot of ppl regretted taking Print Journ... Its the least that I have expected... I shld have taken Radio Journ or TV journ... At least more fun can. -_-

Well enuff of complaining... Tml wil be a better day cuz I will be meeting fefe!!! =D Fel.. U and ur clubbing top.... Haha... Full gear for MOS Milkshake this saturday!!! Ok.. such bimbotic introduction.... Anyway.. There are alot of things I wanna do during the Holidays!!!!

1) I shall rebond my hair
2) Probably highlight some pretty colours or keep it Jet-BLACK
3) Collect my clothes online (haven even arrive lor)
4) Shop for a pair of LEVIS JEANS
5) Buy new shoes -_- Ya... again.
6) Check out all the new clubs!!!!!
7) Meet the gurlies up
8) Eat ALOT! Like 7 meals a day!

And the list will go on.... I shall not bore u with the miscellaneous. Anyway I had fun last week in school. Year 3 is soooo funnnn. =D

I shall post pictures soon.... Cuz there are alot of pictures but I am lazy to post it up. Hee..
Till then, I will be back.... Cant wait for TMR! =D


=D

Yours Truly. 4:54 PMY

When the World is filled with yucky stuff..........

Yours Truly. 11:22 PMY

In Love with this song!!!!






This song keeps playing in my head....


Dangshineun means you
Nanun means and I
Babho means fool
Imnida - Not sure but i think it means too

=D

Yours Truly. 2:11 PMY

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