=D

Ohhhhhhhh... Its Monday again.... I mean, Tuesday now, since its like 12.40am.

Finally touched on PresChi and we decided to settle on the topic of "law" for Xiang(4) Sheng(1) presentation this Friday. Plssss Jenny and KC..... Dun take away my wednesdayyyyyyy... =( Me has been waiting for very very very veryyyyyyy long for Wednesday! So many things to buy! =D

LADIES NITE! Omgomg! Its been awhile since I have been a good gurl, time to let my hair down! =D So fel we shld be buying the same top to wear right??? =DDDD

Friday is officially the last day of year 3 and I think I will cry la! So much memories in Ngee Ann Poly and definitely so many more friends I have made thru the three years. I think I have grown up and learned alot abt real life! The good and bad and everything! Though I have fallen hard at some point of time but I guess if not for those, I will not have grown so strong! =D


Year one brought me to the world of mass comm! Merlynn and yiling really made my year one so much more bearable when I tot "Thats it. I can't survive in mass com" due to my naiveness. They got me thru the process and showed me that its not that bad afterall. I really tot that mass com is made up of stuck up ppl and it will be hard to mingle with them, but thats not true at all since it applies to some only! =D

The best part was year two. The memories I had and the friends I met during that period really made me realised that in poly, one can have true friends too. A big cheer to Emo and the sore cat, Fefe, long lost twin! =D I love u all many many!!!! Year two's work were horrid but we still managed to pull thru! Not fogetting bimbotic Mabel toooo. =D Haha u look totally hot in ur new set of teeth la gurl... DUN WORRY, mine will come real soon ok! Three of u dun gloat away!

Year three was great too... knowing crazy ppl like Samapi and Jenny and the very intellectual Sarah and Lirong and hanging out after classes! Rushing for Print journ each time and mugging for PR were some good experiences though I really hate it at some point of time.

Alrightey, cannot be too emo now cuz all good things always have to come to an end!


Speaking of after school life, Emo and I have decided on learning salsa dance as soon as exams are over! Great, time to train those legs! *taps the floor*


Implants are confirmed too! This coming sunday, implants it is! Finally cuz I have been harping on it like forever! =D I am sure alot of ppl will be interested to know how the implants are put too, so pictures will be up too! Tune in to next week's episode alright? HAHA. Not so scary la but =D!!!

O ya! I saw Xiaxue's new nose on "girls out loud" just now. SO NICE LEI! Not much of a difference but her nose became much smaller and sharper! She still looks the same though. Nose job is so cool! But yea... I will never do it though, the process of it is so erm... gross. Her nose was literally flapping when the surgeon operated on her. Damnit, I almost cried. Go watch it on You tube cuz I am sure they will have it uploaded there!


ANDDDD YAY! I am gonna have a new korean teacher soon, in this way I can save some money for classes. In return I have to teach Chinese la. Haha. LEE LING! U better see this! Cuz I told him that u wanna meet him to practise ur korean! HAHA..... =P You owe me one lorr.... =P We can all learn korean together but no RAIN ok. Anyway, I still dun understand the hype bout Rain till now. -_- Enlighten me someone.


Zhu + Mashimaro = Zhushimaro

Super funny. Cuz mashimaro looks like a zhu(1) - pig too! Thats the best joke I have heard today. Nvm if u dun understand but its funny to me! HAHA!!! I couldnt stop laughing for like 10 mins.

In love with Korean stuff again! =D I love the song playing in the background now!! Extracted from the korean show - Princess Hours. =DDD

Bahboya ara-sor? Ok nvm I think I spelt it wrongly anyway. =DD



Time to go to bed soon, or maybe............ I can afford a nice supper now. =P

Sentosa, KTV, clubbing, sleep-overs, preparing for Chinese New Year, hanging out and studying at Clark Quay for exams next week. So many things to do!






Wanjun sees no evil. Ure finally off my list now. =)))))
Folks, be nice to me and tell me nothing!


Yayness to everything I have now. Heee... GUDNITE everyone!
WEDNESDAY CAN U COME LIKE NOW??? NOW NOW NOW!!!!
Hee... Madness has taken over the better of wanjun. =P





HEHE. Moments of hiao-ness in PS beautiful toilet. ok la... I have no other pictures thats why! Lol! =DDD

Yours Truly. 12:38 AMY

Unpredictable

Life is so unpredictable. Before u know, the next moment u may end up saying byebye to your friends and family forever.

Some ppl may already know but some may not. Taiwanese Idol Drama Actress Xu Wei Lun passed away on the 26th last friday due to a terrible terrible car accident. Sigh. This entry is a special tribute to the Taiwanese actress for livening up our taiwanese drama serial.







She is only 28 and very very pretty! =(



Apparently, shes was on a mini cooper with the producer at that time and apparently the driver lost control of the car and hit the barrier along the highway. The car is in a terrible state.





However the driver got away with only minor injuries while Xu Wei Lun was barely breathing while on her way to the hospital. The doctors couldnt even operate on her due to her weak breathing. She eventually passed away due to the blood clot in her brain.

The spooky part was that she was reading DEATHNOTE at the time. So weird right? Driver got away safely and the passenger died. Bahhhhh... I am not trying to spook u out but omg... so scary.....



So sad la.... the actress mum is even willing to give up 30 years of her life just to revive her daughter. =(

So I say, Life is unpredictable. Cherish everyone around u now so that u wun leave anything behind only for regrets. We wun know when the person beside u may pass on but all we can do now is cherish them. Appreciate and love them for all u can!








Love is never known in depth until the very second of seperation.

Yours Truly. 11:36 AMY

A lil richer & a lil more exciting

YES YES YES! I have been waiting for this day fer like forever!!!! DAMN! HAHA. I am officially abit more richer than usual and thats what I have been WAITING FOR! FREAKKKKKK.... Ok... money is always a good way to make me feel happier than any other shit!!! I think I am damn money minded but wellllll..... I believe its one of the last few things that ppl may not reject. HEE...

Alright, I went missing yesterday cuz I HAD SO MUCH FUN YESTERDAY!!! Kenneth's chalet was a good one and OMG SINGAPORE WON THE SEMI FINALS ROUND AGAINST MALAYSIA! HAHA!!! I cant believe that the whole lot of us (at least 30?) just stayed glued to the tv in the small chalet and watched the match. The guys were damn funny cuz they were making alot of ridiculous remarks! HAHA. One of the Singapore team supporters had a sign saying "Malaysia tah boleh" which means something like cannot make it. WTH LA! On national tv... haha... adults can be childish too. LOL! And I am supposed to leave at 11pm yesterday so I can wake up early today BUT WELL..... I think staying there was a right choice! Heee...

I couldnt believe that I ate thru the nite thanks to one poor bugger who was sitting at the bbq pit while we are munching away. I cant believe I had like 6 or 7 plates of beehoon and many many many otahs, roasted, ok or rather "chao tah" marshemellows and Chicken wings, honey coated one some more ok! LOL. Burn carbo burn! I suddenly have a craving for fries now. Damnit, it seems addictive and if I dun eat it for one week, I feel wrong somewhere somehow. O_O

Got quite a few mosquito bites from yesterday.. goddamnit! my legs now have 10 cents and 50 cents marks ok. -_- And viola, I din sleep for like 24 hrs cuz all of us were playing cards and mahjong, crapping, bitchin and socialising with new ppl. HAHA. OMG, I cant believe Lanxi was drunk out of half a bottle of heineken beer and 5,10 game. HAHA. It was funny to see her DRUNK. LOL.


"I feel hot"
"I think I am having a headache now"



LOLOLOLOL! I shall blackmail her next week when I see u in sch Lanxi. =D


Yiling and Lanxi had to leave halfway. SPOILER LOR! HAHA... And then me, mer, karen, kenneth and desmond were talking abt BORAT and A Europe Trip or something in the middle of the night. I heard its damn funny and is anyone nice enuff to send me???? Right.. I haven even finish my Prison Break... still stuck at episode 10 ok. Damnit. Desperate Housewives 3 is out already, I mean like long long ago! HAHA! GO WATCH!!!! =D


Ok... I am digressing away... Haha.... So much more abt yesterday la but I have no pictures with me now so I guess I have to wait till next week before I can post pictures up. I do have one here la.... Its a LAME PICTURE of Me and merlynn trying to pose for a dance and to show how "light" I am that she can carry me. For a moment I tot she was drunk cuz she attempted to swing me around with half my butt showing ok. -_- I think the guys around were damn amused la. -_- Damn paiseh but lucky I jumped off before she could swing me and cause a head concussion.


Ok it wasnt meant to be obscene but I think its funny! HAHA. =D
I think we look ghostly there. HAHA.



OH OH OH! Karen just told me abt some salsa dance class at Milenia walk near Suntec which will cost $88 for 11 lessons. The 11 lessons will consist of Basic Salsa and subsequently it will be $58 for 11 advanced Salsa lessons which is broken up into alot of kinds of Salsa. HAHA. I shall learn disco and sambal Salsa!!!! WOOTS! In this way, my close to 100 bucks dance shoes will not be wasted! =D



At 5am in the morning, I had a surprise visitor and it really came as a surprise but I was glad u came all the way down anyway whether it was out of sweetness or boredness ok. HAHA. I was kidding abt the latter. =P Pass ur TP soon la so I can have a free ride! Anytime yes? =D


Anyway.....
Some nice songs recently!!





NICE RIGHT? Wanjun has great taste! =D I heart All-American Rejects! =DD



I think I am a confused soul. Bah. Why are things always so complicated? *sings Avril.L's complicated" And sooo... to make things less complicated for myself and everyone, I finally did something today which I din had the courage to previously. EMO YOU TOO! You go gal! HAHA!

I guess I had enough of seeing rubbish for the past month and it was of a good time I did something. At least now, I know that I wun be able to see things and read too much into it any longer.


And for the LAST TIME I am gonna say it if ure even reading this. YOU seriously dun have to APOLOGISE to anyone abt anything anymore cuz since u already have done it, a sorry wun help THAT MUCH anyway. It just feels fake from any angle. Dun even attempt. =) There is a saying that 10 good things dun make up for a bad. Wadever u say or "pretend" to do will just stay that way already.

I am living happy and I am fine if that takes ur guilt or "worries" off. =)
Dunnit to hide anything anymore, go ahead with it cuz even if I want to see it, I wun be able to any longer.



Sayonaraaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.
Hehe.



HAHA. I shall escape from those emo songs for the time being cuz its the sensitive period of the month again. Damnit and I hate this part of the month! Getting EMOEMOEMO... BOOOO.... =P


Guess wad? I am officially single for like almost one month now... and I broke the "wanjun is gonna have another bf within a month" rule which was set by none other than emo and fel. =D Dating is fun though, no one can ever say NO to dating. HAHA. Dun lie la....


CNY is coming soon and I cant wait!! NEW CLOTHES AND FOOOODDD. MY GAWD! I will make sure that I will gain at least 5 kg ok! HAHA... alright maybe not if not I will end up looking wrong. Geri was just suggesting that we can go back to our mother school on CNY eve on friday the 16th! Its been high time since a visit there. =D






Ok time to go do MASSINA 1500 words report la. I am dead.. its due tml and I haven even read the assignment deliverables. Great shows now and msn is not helping. SHIT IT!
SALSA HERE I COME! =D

Yours Truly. 4:51 PMY

The plus and the minus

TGIF!!!! I would say this week "unofficially" marks the closing of year 3. Boohooo.....

Its a new life from 15 February 2007 onwards after our MASSINA exam and I cant wait!!!!! University is gonna be so much more fun but of cuz.... more stressful as well. I guess we are more or less trained to be doing lots of hands-on stuff as well. =D

Time to pick up the courses which I wanna take and which uni to go to. Of cuz Hopefully I get a seat in any of Singapore Universities except for SIM. I dunno why but probably heard too much bad stories bout it that I am no longer interested in SIM. Not that my results are damn great but welllll.... HAHA.

Its such a longggg day of sch today and I am totally drained out. Haven bathe or anything yet but I am already bloggin. Godamnit. Gotta sleep early tonite for Kenneth's bbq tml. Happy 21st bday! =D Oh.... I caught the Shall We Dance in Japanese version. SO NICE! Spur the urge for me to learn dancing again! The dancing shoes are still inside for months already! Time to whip it out!!!!! =D GANBATTE!!!!



Right.... and Wanjun saw things which she shldnt have seen today but then again, why shld I be afraid since I din do anything wrong? Hang ur head as low as u can and the more u dun dare to look at me, the more happy I feel ok. So wad if I am being cynical and bitchy? I think I have the rights to. Up till today, I am still waiting for u to say something or at least give an explanation to me if u still treat me as your friend. But u din at all. Forget it la really, treat it as though I made a wrong friend out of my whole damn life. If u had dared to show it, why hide it? NO BLARDY POINT OK. If u dare to put it up, I will dare to see it. Like why not? Its a DRAMA LIFE anyway right? =)


AND!!!! Why must u be so stubborn? I told u that those kinda funny stuff dun suit u MANY MANY TIMES and I tot it'd look stylo or something BUT WTH LA!!! Its really not complementing at all. Totally NOT NICE! -_- Anyway stubborness always kills. SOOOO.... wadever la! Ppl dun listen to advices and when others start luffing at it, its too late to spend like damn alot of money to save it. -___- Wanjun is always being ignored. Well nvm.... go ahead and do somemore weirder stuff and see wad u get.

HAHA well... its just one of my ranting moments like again... I like to nag alot I KNOW. Aiya... cant be bothered anyway since sch is ending soon and I wun be seeing funnier stuff anymore. =D OH MY UNIVERSITY!!! I m uni-sick now. Bahhhh.... HOW HOW??



ANYWAY back to today...... yessss I took new neo prints AGAIN! Tis time with emo and fefe. HAHA damn LAME.




Bombs? Like who wrote that down huh fel? HAHA.








Wah..... Damnit.... Spend too much money on that machine already. HAHAHA. NO MORE OK!


Oh... Notice the increase in picture quality! I finally realised that Epson is not that bad after ok! HAHA. Its just that Wanjun din use the scanner the correct way.... I am sorry my dear scanner for defaming u yesterday! =P Anywayyyyy.... stick to EPSON! ITS GOOD! Better than CANON ONES!!!


And so Fel abandoned us today, leaving me and emo to fend fer ourselves....



"mum.... NOOOOOO, no send me to phillpines mum!"



LOL... Nvmmmmmm..... It wasnt meant to discriminate anyone but more like an inside joke! Went HK cafe today and ITS SO NICE LA!!!! Yup, each time I am in town, I can never forget abt fried mars bar! YUMMILICIOUS! SINFUL DELIGHTS!!! Yea... that adds on to flabbier arms anyway. Damnit. I hope I can gain weight the correct weight lor though fel's method works miraculously for me in a minimal way!


Lets talk abt sch's food.... The Atrium Mint Choco chip ice cream is like a must every two days. The ALumni Teriyaki chicken rice is YUMMY ok. Canteen 1's chicken rice is CHEAP and GOOD. SIM BAN MIAN! SIM Jap food also nice except for the fact that the bugger tried to flirt with me in a very stupid way the other day and it totally grossed everyone out ok. -_-



Oh noooo. I saw something barbie dollish which I like today, like again!! Yes I know.... Damnitttt.... I shall walk along Orchard Road with both my eyes closed the next time. HON-TO-NEI! However u spell it la! HAHA. Japanese can be quite fun too! =DDD SUKI-DA-YOOOO!!



Ok wanjun is going mad... better stop it at this instance!



AND SO..... If u hadn't got enuff of my new fringe.... Heres more....
Taken in sch today while waiting for Emo to finish yakking away with her friend.








This was the freshly cut fringe from last week.





AND SAM!!! Took a picture of me today when I was still looking sleepy early in the morning at 9AM during Medlaw class ok! -_-



BOOOOOO..... HAHA... Pictures with rubbertape next week sam. I will know wad to do! LOL.... Anyway ur that wikipedia confession is like "WHOA". LOLLLL.... Ure damn nonsense la SAM. HAHA..... Seee u soooonnnnn!!!!


Sometimes I wonder why am I always dozing off on the bus every single time. -_- I think its a bad habit cuz when i wake up, I realised I.... number 1, miss my stop or number 2, meet weird and random ppl. Bah

I also think that I am always over-eating recently till my jeans almost burst. ITCHY MOUTH LA! Many thanks to fel for that. HAHA. =D




Miss u bitch! =D




Anyway... Someone din managed to pass the TP due to the over-crossing of the yellow box during the parking section. Haha. I always believe you can always try again and it was really funny how u were reanacting to me the whole situation just now. HAHA. From that, I will never wanna learn driving ok. I AM WAITING TO BE DRIVEN! HAH! There goes my free drink. =((( There is always next time! I believe I will get it soon! HAHA.

Its my turn to CLUB NEXT WEEK. I CANT WAIT!!!! Club hopping is always so fun, minus the high heels and smudged make up. HAHA.







Gud Nite and sleep tight everyone, I hope I cheered ur day up with this entry! =D

Yours Truly. 11:43 PMY

OMG!

Yours Truly. 12:44 AMY

Haha. Every wednesday seem to be the same for me and fefe. Its always slacking day of the week!

Yup, ure right. We did more nonsense today before u can even start to imagine.


MUDPIE @ NYDC
OMELETTE NOODLE
SLACKING AT SIM
CRAPPING
MAKING FUN OF PPL
BITCHING
MAKING PLANS
WINDOW SHOPPING (ure right fel. HAHA)
BOYS WATCHING (for me only la. HAHA)
HEART TO HEART TALK
ENLIGHTENMENT


and......... *drum rolllsssssssss*


NEO PRINT!


HAHA. Thats like a random moment when we decided that we shld take neo print to relish sec sch days!


Click on it to view ENALRGED version!



I am nice, thats why I have cropped out all of the pictures for view!



HAHA TWINS!!! I think we look damn alike in the neoprint. Ask me for the original copy when u see me. I WILL SHOW U!

Omg... its such a sin to look alike to her! HAHA... Luckily her hair is red now, if not when its black, we will have the SAME KINDA HAIR, just that my fringe is THICKER.

Oh... I din mean to act cute ok. Its just imitating the Singapore Ah lians nowadays. Tsk tsk.





HAHA! Does it remind u of the sentosa pictures that we took in December last year?
HUGGIES!! Wah my hair seems so JET BLACK when I stand beside that crazy woman. HAHA.





This is super small and I cant see it but its really a damn nice picture ok! My scanner is screwed cuz it cant capture the sheen and glitter of the neoprint. Damn!






Ok, I look retarded here cuz I cant see my face properly but I PROMISE thats the only picture I look like shit in ok! HAHA. Its for fel ok. I think she looks nice here and its her favourite picture. =D Must give her the credits if not she always say I post pictures of her looking shitty. Pls lor fel u also post shitty pictures of me ok! HAHA. So much of a friend man. Tsk tsk.


Haha, I think we seem like two kids who are deprived of memorable childhood. Tsk tsk....



My gawd, the moment we stepped into the machine, we looked at ourselves in the camera. TWO TAIWAN AH LIANS ok. Damn it. I shldnt have cut my hair. It was a mistake to look YOUNGER. =((( Haha.

Dun ask me abt my recent fetish for taiwanese culture and their stars, I DUNNO WHY TOO!



And sooo.....

Lemme tell u the wonders of neo print pictures:


First, the machine make ur eyes look really HUGE. As if........... u totally look like goldfishes in the pictures.



Second, u look like u have just undergone face bleaching cuz ur face is frigging WHITE. Thats called "beauty lighting" but I am not complaining it though. ITS NICE!!!


Third, we could actually act cute for that once without ppl luffing at us! HAHA. Alright, I was joking abt that.... I guess its more for the fun la.... Neoprint is always so fun, especially when it comes to designing the pictures! And dun ever trust ur friend in designing cuz she may place some weird looking flowers on ur head. -_- I am nice cuz I gave a tiara ok! =P



Talking abt tiara, we saw a tshirt which says, "I am not a princess but I just lost my tiara". I think something liddat. If not the other way round, cant remember. Another one says "I get A+ when it comes to shopping". Its from the shop called Outfitters. The cut is damn nice la but its 25 bucks. So ex for just a normal tshirt! Nvm la... once in awhile, I guess its still fine right? Heee....




MUDPIE AND OMELETTE NOODLE (though its damn sweet and salty) ARE SUCH YUMMILICIOUS SINS! Actually, I shld stop being so itchy mouth, I have been munching on nonsensical stuff every single day! Chocolates, bananas, love letters, waffles, corn and bla bla. Fel said I gained weight on my arms and thighs like FINALLY! WAH.... I know la.... cant really be seen but I weighed myself and I really gained 2 kg! OMG. SO HAPPY. So now u know,



Advertorial:
If you have been desperately trying to gain that few pounds, save it! Follow fel's daily diet and u will be able to see significant results really soon! For more details, register now at www.felhasgreatdiet.com.




=DDDD I am sure by the end of february, I will be able to gain 2 or 3 more kg following her strict diet!!! Wheeeee.... HARD UP FOR CARBO NOW! SOMEONE GIMME SOME PLEASE!





HAH! We did something very kiasu today. Becuz we went to SIM, we ended up smelling like a mobile food court, so we both decided to pay SASA the cosmetics shop for a visit and sprayed ALOT of perfume on ourselves. HAHA omg... I cant believe we actually did something so lame! -_-

And then at Body Shop. It was the funniest of all ok. We decided to sniff out the scent of every body butter and choose the best smelling one. Fel chose passionfruit and I chose mango and so.... she decided that she want to look "softer and more tender" and there goes her $16.90. The sign which says "40% sale" dun really seem to help at that point of time cuz the body butter was just shouting out to fel "BUY ME BUY ME!". And of cuz we were trying all the body butter and we ended up smelling like a BIG WALKING PASSIONFRUIT and MANGO. LOL. Body Shop always has the best stuff!




Haha.... after all the nonsense that we did, we finally did something more fruitful. We went ard scouting for the prices for my implants next week and it sounds scary after knowing the side effects la! BUT I DUN CARE! I will still do the implants! I PROMISE NEXT WEEK OK! Haha. I know I said many "next week" already but must see if Mabel is free or not too... Mabs better see this! NEXT WEEK! Emo and fefe is going to give us moral support and they will be there to be photographers! SO EXCITING! The suspense is still building up! HEHE!








Alright, next wednesday will see more excitement!
Oh ya, no ladies nite today, we decided to put it next weekend and so emo and samapi u all better come! =DDD





HAHA! Well.... I am getting a free drink if someone gets his driving license. ONE ONLY. So xiao qi! =P













Time to edit my stupid print journ article which is supposedly due at 9pm. Oh look wad time isst now? ZZZzzzz....

Yours Truly. 9:09 PMY

ALOHA!

Haha. Today was a freaking long day but I enjoyed it. =D

T-line test was fine I supposed, cuz I got 82.5 out of 100.

Bad news for Pres-chi class. We actually have a final presentation to do next friday! Kua kua..... =( I am working with Jenny and Kee Chuan for the project. Its quite a weird combi la but well... HAHA, last effort to get an AD for Pres-chi!!!!

Fel shld be grateful to me for waiting from 6 to 8+ for her ok! HAHA. I think there is something seriously wrong with the weather cuz the wind almost blew me away like hell! My gawd. I almost flew.... =(

Tml nite is so gonna be a blast for me and fefe while others are still mugging for their IMC and Advert! HAHA. EVERYTHING FREEEE!!!! OBAR I LOVE U!!!

I was glad that PR and Print Journ is OVER. So I can officially skip more print journ classes as of tml onwards. HAHA. =DDD


Alrightey, for some random stuff. I wonder why some ppl are too free to even tag me on my blog after the last entry when I dun have any issues with them at all. Bear in mind that its between us and your good friend. You guys are not involved and shldnt even bother helping her at all. U shld have seen how she treats her friends and I believe if u guys are smart enuff, u will realise she is not worth helping at all.

I guess I wun blame u all for being so "helpful" to her cuz you haven seen the real her and I can safely tell u that ure so gonna regret it. I wish u guys all the best in realising the "true" her and dun be so blind like we were. =)

I am sorry but I m banning random ppl's IP addresses, your comments are not welcomed here at all. Thanks for giving me your names on my tagboard btw.

And from now on, I dun wish to talk abt that HER anymore on my blog and wadever it is, you are yourself and I am myself and we shld have nothing to do with each other. I hope u can grow up too and stop going ard telling ppl how "mean" we are to u when we already gave u many chances as a friend but you din cherish it.

Anyway last thing, if its ur problems or issues, settle it urself. If u think we have misjudge u in anyway, confront us. Dun bring other ppl in cuz u will just get them into trouble cuz of your own character. Ure the attitude problem one we have issues with, not your friends. For that we really THANK YOU. -_-



Good nite and stay happy everyone! =)

Yours Truly. 11:54 PMY

Affairs of the heart

Its just something unexplainable. When its lost, we will truly understand wads appreciation. But guess wad? Its too late. Its always the case.

Yours Truly. 12:00 AMY

Karma part II

Yours Truly. 10:57 PMY

Freaking hell ok..... I got blardy STALKED just now by an effing guy. -_- I was waiting for the bus at the Paya Lebar bus stop just now when he came up to ask me some directions. He came SO CLOSE to my face to ask for blardy directions, obviously ur next instinct is to STAND UP and MOVE AWAY right?

He ask me why am I so scared? DUH! Obviously if a person stuffs his face right into urs, will u not be scared and smile at him? -_- Then wad? GO CLOSE and let him KISS MY FACE? Wtf lei. ZZZ. Then I kept quiet and walked one side, he asked for damn directions AGAIN. I said I dunno. The bugger said: "you singaporean anot?" Pls la... YOU ASK ME FOR DIRECTIONS, does it make u any more "singaporean"? ZZZ.

Then I stared at his freakin hum-sap face and walked away. He came again and ask: "why are u dressed liddat?"

Eff you la. Why do I need to EXPLAIN TO YOU? -_- I said "you dun have to know anyway" and moved like 10 metres away from him. THEN, he WALKED TOWARDS ME and kept mumbling ok. I almost took out my shoes and shove it up his arse. ZZZ. I shouted at him: "crazy man, dun come near me. GET LOST."

Wahhh... damn pissed off. I was on the phone with fel that time so its not that bad. She asked me to CALL POLICE. HAHA. Luckily, my bus came and guess wad? He got onto the same bus and kept STARING at me thru the 5 mins ride. ZZZ. I ran off the bus and got home safe and sound. Phew. Wad a night.


Moral of the story: Do not go home too late.


Ya. egg-citing night man. PITCH competition is tml and we are not even done with the PPT, lets pray hard then. Booooo.... I can forget abt sleeping tonight and tml will be a damn long day again but it will be a damn fun one! =D

FEL! Ure mad, just dye ur hair RED, dun dye it black so fast pls. MADNESS. HAHA. WAIT FOR ME LA. I shall do something to my HAIR!


Anyway Passerby, thanks for your information but me and my friend will be finding out more ourselves before March and HOEPFULLY, we can get into Australia Uni by July with a loan somewhere. =) No matter wad, I MUST GET INTO UNIVERSITY. Anyways money is always a BIG problem but I guess can get past it la. =)

OH! I saw a korean friend, JUN at SIM today. I cant believe it. Like after so lonngggg. HAHA. His english improved alot since one year ago when I met him. We had a long nice chat and decided we shld keep in contact even things are different now. HAHA. He broke up with his gf too and I guess STUDIES is like the most impt thing to both of us now la. =D He inspired me to learn Korean la! Damn lazy..... we shall see.... HAHA. May u graduate and get your degree soon Jun! =) Korean ppl are so darn nice and friendly! Miss them and the KIMCHI!!!! =D



Ok, time to mug again. DESIGNING AGAIN.
Good luck to me, emo, lionel and the Creative Arts team - Ben, Clinton, Rain, Attiqah for tml. =)

Discipline: Pass it On.. HAHA

Yours Truly. 12:32 AMY

KARMA

HAHA! OMG. I have never believed in Karma till TODAY. Call me evil but I feel damn SHIOK today ok. I feel the need to blog this down so I will remember FOREVER that Karma exists! I shall believe more in it and I know theres more to come! Lets just wait and see.

Say ure already exposed and ppl already know that ure at fault, why cant u just admit it? Why do u bother to explain again and again? Ur sight and explanation just pisses me off and be glad I din give u a slap for the backstab. For everything that happened today, YOU DESERVE IT. I am not trying to be baised or mean to u but u know very well wad u did to all of us. Stop ur crap and excuses cuz it has been used to death. We have always give in again and again but today was really the last straw and I could nv feel happier than anything. I guess learning how NOT to trust ppl is a good thing afterall. =D What goes around comes around, how true! I have always thot u'd escape silently but eff u.... ppl are nv so lucky ok? =DD Even if u dun get ur punishment now, U'd get it later on in life where u feel much more hellish. Learn it.

Alright enuff of gloating and thats what I am gonna say for now cuz I dun wan to get karma-ed too. Lol. See! So ppl, be nice to ppl ard you and pls.... have some morals and conscience if not u will end up very sorry. I wun pity u and in fact, I will mock at u. My helping hand is not for those who dun appreciate me or those who can abandon the friendship and be so effing CHEAP. This applies to things and ppl ard me. =) I guess this is part of growing up. Hee...

Definition of conscience:
Conscience is a faculty or sense that leads to feelings of remorse when we do things that go against our moral precepts, or which informs our moral judgment before performing such an action. Such feelings are not intellectually reached, though they may cause us to 'examine our conscience' and review those moral precepts, or perhaps resolve to avoid repeating the behaviour.

Got it? Some ppl just dun have it, in fact MANY ppl are becoming a villain. Its so scary. =(

Yours Truly. 12:44 AMY

Heee.... Yes... I am in need of more carbo. If only I could eat damn alot and gain 5kg within 2 weeks lor! Heeee.... Chocolates are such comfort food...... it makes me high too! =D

Heee... The project Superstar finalist sang a song "cant take my eyes off you" omg... its so addictive!

Theres this Jay Chou song, "Ju Hua Tai"Damn nice! Extracted from the Curse of the Golden flowers which I watched like 3 weeks ago.... I mean beside those boobs that u see bouncing around, I think the song was worth the making of the show! I LOVE THE SONG! Its damn sad! Chrysanthemum Flower Bed!




LISTEN! I BET YOU WILL LOVE IT. AWWWWW...... I dun like Jay Chou but his songs are great!

Yours Truly. 8:19 PMY

Haha.... I just played Dota after 1834229814 days. Its not that I am gonna start playing again but once inawhile its alright la. It feels good but I feel so noobie! -_- But anyway my weekend was great. =D

I shall continue from Saturday when fel was camping at my hse. And we woke up and decided to eat at HK cafe at Marina Square! It was like a calling.... HAHA. Damn it... it was the wisest choice EVER! HAHA. The food there is good. =D I ordered this luncheon meat thingy with egg and it looks like maggie noodle but it tasted good and fel had mee sua. Both are good. And then the finale comes in! ICE MANGO. Damnit. It was awfully sinful with a heavenly scoop of creamy mango ice cream on top of that mountain of ice flakes. I LOVE IT. We both had a terrible time finishing up every single mouthful of ice. As we were eating, we were shivering like hell until we could barely move our fingers to sms. HAHA. I tried to sms but it was freezing. And seriously, ears would really drop off. Fel spitted a few mouthful of ice at me after she stare at my hilarious face for like a good old 10 seconds. I din understand why ok. HAHA. U NUT! I am lazy to talk abt the rest of the saturday but its just good with all the stupid photos taken. HAHAHAH.... I have no time to upload YET. Soonnnn.... I shall blackmail SOMEONE. HAH!

And so Sunday came along. Its kinda funny. I did my PR again in the morning with the adorable kids and I met Fel AGAIN cuz of her photo journ. Wah.... I think I am a A grade photojourn student can! I love it and I think I dun mind taking photos every single week! It seems fun but I think I will mishandle the camera somehow. =S After her photo shoot, we ate cup noodles at a random 7-11. AND THEN out initial plan was to just find a seat at China Square Central but guess wad? We ended spending money on PINK sunglasses. One hour ok. HAHA I chose a pair of Paris Hilton inspired sunglasses and I think its stylish. I DUN CARE what other ppl think but I am so gonna wear it out even if I'd look bimbotic. Fel pls wear urs as well... In this way I wun be so paiseh. HEHE.

And later at nite I went out for dinner with a 'fren'. Hee... I shall not elaborate more as of now and yup... thats how my day ended!

I cant believe I saw fel for like 7 days this week. -_- Wad a sin. HAHA. Its true ok, each time I see her we do the most nonsensical things EVER, and ya... we talk abt the most nonsensical stuff EVER. LOL. Hiak Hiak... now I know all ur secrets fel. *Grins* ... =DDD Off to bed with IS tml. -_- Damn it.




Sometimes I feel like its back to the old times again.....
but I know I am moving on........ very quickly like I could never imagine.





Its not that bad afterall like I thot I would have died or the world did crash but hey guess wad?
I am loving my life now, totally. =)

Yours Truly. 2:22 AMY

Heres a damn funny Thai commercial to brighten up ur day!



I believe that the mass com students have seen it during the MASSINA lecture last week. HAHA. Good laugh!

I cant believe it, me and fefe slept at 6am yesterday and wad were we doing? Kaypo-ing ppl's friendster and blog and eating crap. -_- HAHA. And then when we decided to lie on the bed, we started to talk abt life again. I think talk until I dozed off. At 11 o clock, her phone vibrated and it shook me up. LOl. Then we decided to perm her hair, it was a random one. Its nice lor. I can consider to be a hairdresser! =D

Time to get ready for HK cafe, we have time to nua till 9pm. -_- Her dearest bf wants to watch xiao yu er and hua wu que thats where friend will come in and entertain each other! =DDD




Emo next week Chinatown ok. =D And dun pangseh us again! Heeeeeee.........

Yours Truly. 1:39 PMY

Bedok 85 - Sedap

Well, today, or rather yesterday is a damn long day since like 9 am. I am supposed to have Medlaw test at 9am but I was still stuck at Dover MRT at 8.53am and JUST NICE, I saw Calvin on the way and we decided to spend like 3 bucks each to take a cab there. After we got there, we found out that the others also spent like 6 bucks to take a cab from Dover MRT to Ngee Ann Poly. Zzzz... Wad a bad start but well, I should add a new year resolution - to be punctual. =)

The medlaw test was freak la. I missed out some points and lost damn 4 marks, well lets not talk abt it and hope that Subnarni will be nice enuff to gimme a mark for the neat handwriting. O_O haha. And then, Me, Samapi, Jenny, Yiling, Sarah and Lirong decided to nua at SIM for like 2 hrs and we end up smelly like a mobile food court la. Zzzz... I think I have always liked SIM food but I hate smelling like shit. -_- But o well, NP food is not exactly great and SIM definitely has more cute guys than NP. Hee.... Samapi and Me took many pictures again with Sarah's Mac. Lol.... Thanks Sarah! =)

And then it was Pres-chi class which is damn shitty. We learned translation. Omigoddamnit. Its damn difficult la and I feel like DYING. Zzzzzz.... theres a translation test next week and hopefully I will pass with flying colours if not I can forget abt being a translator in future. =(
MASSINA as usual makes me doze off each time. I dun like theory and research and that explains the sleepiness. After Massina, fefe decided to haolian her pink auto umbrella to us. -_- Everyone had a fair share of playing with her 25bucks brolly. HAHA! That was the lamest thingy done for this week and we were amazed at how her espirit brolly could open so automatically!!

AND THEN it was BEDOK 85 with Shaz, Samantha, EMO AND FEFE! =D We had hell loads of food like 2 Stingrays, Kang Kong, hotplate tofu, Satay, Chicken Wings, Ba Chor Mee, Peanut soup. Omg. I feel like a damn PIG. The total only cost abt 10 bucks per person! Wheeeee..... Love it! And fefe and me decided to intro Emo to zui kuey (Emo pls remember this). ITS a damn fufilling day with 3 hrs worth of bitching and good food! =D We still have to go Chinatown soon to intro emo to Dim Sum. YAY!

And right now, me and fefe has eaten Fatty Weng's noodles and nata de coco! SO NICE JUBES! =DDDD. She resolved to lose weight and I resolved to gain weight. HEHE. Time check... 4 am and we are still wide awake and NO. We are not lesbians ok! -_- Stop speculating and thinking we are lesbos ok. WE ARE NOT! =D



Time to sleep.....
=)

Yours Truly. 3:58 AMY

Thats all I can say for today. I want to say nutting except HAHA. Nvm. I feel egg-cited and happy today. HEEEEEE........

PR is tiring today. I racked my brain for the whole afternoon for the damn test. -_- I hope I get at least an A. Maybe thats why I cant be bothered to blog abt today. I am drained but I still feel happy today. Dun ask me why. Heee... =))))

Nothing to talk abt but maybe I will blog again during the weekends cuz I will be damn busy tml and Saturday. Byebye!!!! =))))))


Heeeee...... I am mad. But who cares! =D Good nite and good luck for my medlaw test tml!




With much xoxo,
wanjun

Yours Truly. 12:01 AMY

HEHE. I feel HAPPY and CHIRPY today. I think I am mad. -_-

The day began with me waking up LATE. I woke up at 7.50 when I am supposed to meet fel at 8.15am. Damn, I TRIED to rush to the mrt station and it was 8.40am by then. HEHE. BUT luckily, we weren't late for the talk. Science Centre was great and I actually got to know quite a few ppl from the industry.

During the talk, Fefe and me were listening to "Promiscous Girl" and yada yada on her mp3 and we were dozing off. My gawd, when we woke up, it was time to eat. Lol. I feel like a PIG. The noodles and Eclair were so nice la... I wanted to eat more but Emo stopped me. HAHA. Well, I skipped Print journ tutorial today, I mean is there even a print journ tutorial today?? Nvm.. haha.... and guess wad? Me and fefe did the usual towning every wed. -_- Today is not an exception just that we were both penniless so we decided to go on a food quest instead.

We roamed ard from Far East all the way to PS to Raffles for like 7 hrs before collecting our online clothes at Toa Payoh. It was damn crappy la. I din believe I could talk to her NON STOP from 1pm to 8pm. Not a single minute of silence ok. We both felt angry at the things some ppl do to irritate us while sharing one large fries at PS macs for teabreak. I think we were practially screaming away... HAHA. Its really..... damn annoying lor. Sometimes we wished we could murder ppl and get away crimeless. -_- Like I always say, we lost ourselves and now I am glad I am myself again! I feel alive and healthy once again! =D

AND we finally met the organiser Pearl and got our clothes! OMG... its freaking nice can! I love my new clothes!!! Its in HOT RED....... =D "And so red brings out fair skin" HAHA.... internal joke. Nvm... =P I feel bitchy today.. damn... all thanks to FEL.

We had Fried Mars bar at Raffles like AGAIN today despite my broken voice. I DUN CARE. I ate alot of shit today. =S Omg... so scary la.. really.... I am still munching up till this minute. Somethings seriously wrong with me! BULIMIA! But I think I never puke lei.... so its fine la. Heee.. I live to eat!!! I feel so much happier eating wad I want to and how much I want to now.. thats the way we shld live it..... =D Ya... the Donut Factory queue is ever so long and one damn old lady was being SO ANNOYING. She queued for like half an hour... she din get the donut flavours she wanted and she started to throw a damn tantrum at the sales gurl.

Old lady: "I queue for half an hour and there is nothing left??"
Sales Gurl: "There are still other flavours u can choose from."
Old lady: "But all the rest are gone... those are definitely the nice ones, left only the lousiest ones and u ask me to buy?"

Sales Gurl was quited irritated that time.

Sales Gurl: "But u nv try before the others how U know they are not nice?"
Old lady: "I look here and there, there is nothing much nice lor."

And there were still Hazelnut chocolate and Strawberry white chocolate left. PPl are still queueing mind u. Its so inconsiderate la. As if u own that damn stall? -_- Stupid ppl.. really. JUST FREAKING BUY LA. -_- So cheap only I dunno why they are like complaining away. JUST TRY IT LA! If u dun wan to buy, just get ur arse off. -_- Me and fel wanted to block her way and annoy her but she was lurking ard watching the staff. -_- Zzzz... everyone was just staring at her in disbelief. No wonder ppl always say Singaporeans are a rude bunch of singlish users, such ppl prove them right. -_- Sigh.

Enough of unhappy stuff... haha. I think my poor voice became damn shitty today. I din even want to talk on the phone la! HAHA. Its so tranny kinda voice and so embarrassing to speak on the phone. *blush*
Nvm... thats not the point.... I think I shld drink more liang cha.. whose nice to buy me some? *wide eyed* O_O

Oh yea... the waiting part at City Hall mrt was the funniest. -_- Remember I went for Napfa yesterday? Yea... damnit... my whole body was blardy ACHING! Omg... See la.. lack of exercise! So fefe and emo was nice enuff to help me massage my limbs.. each on both side.. I feel like a Goddess. Hee... And yea... I was making nonsensical kinda comments... I mean it really feel so "arghhhh"... I mean good. REALLY FANTASTIC... if only it was abit harder! HAHA Nvm... this kinda sexual innuendo is not suitable to be published on my blog. But if u guys got the meaning... then luff it out pls.. I dun wanna elaborate much! Hehehe.....

Fel is mad, she kept luffing at me today for dunno wad reason. -_- I think maybe I look hilarious today. Damnit. HAHA. I decided to call her Lump of fats and she is calling me Bag of bones. So lump of fats and bag of bones are the bestest friends! =D Lump of fats is now enjoying herself with her bf. Haha... I think we shld give emo a name too.... Having gurlfriends is so funnnn! We could the silliest things on Earth...

And so, we parted at City Hall at 8.10pm feeling abit sad that I wun see her tml. =( Its ok.. Friday is coming and so are the weekends!!!! Love it! Cant wait...... HEHE. Programmes laid out! =DDDDDDDDDDDDDDD. Kuku fel not free on weekends lor BUT NVM OK. I am still HAPPY.

Yours Truly. 9:39 PMY

I feel damn healthy today! I cant believe it that I completed the whole NAPFA! OMG. Haha. Me and emo was still contemplating if we shld do it but we DID IT!

Wheeee..... My 2.4 run was bad la, I was half running and half jogging and half sprinting, well I know that doesnt make up a whole, but who cares! Fefe skipped it when she saw that we have to do sit-ups on the wet running track. I was laughing thru out the sit ups la. -_- Haha and when i was doing the incline pull up, I was laughing again cuz the examinor got a damn funny face. Omg. HAHA. I couldnt concentrate at all! Everything was ok except for the 2.4 ok. I was panting away, I nv felt so tired in my whole life! -_- I think my whole body will ache tml but its ok... I feel so HEALTHY! =D I think I shld resolve to run every now and then so that I can sweat out all the unhealthy stuff. Hmmmm... an addition to my 2007 resolution list!

While I was dreaming during Pres-chi class today, I have come up with a list of WANTS! I shall put it here so I can remember it!

• A new red bag which cost $70. -_-
• DRESS at BUGIS! I think its $60
• New heels but I dun have a budget yet
• More accessories since I am always losing them in the clubs.
• TOPS!
• BELT!
• More weight so ppl will stop telling me I am skinny and thats why I am over eating everyday now.
• IMPLANTS - Hee... Not time to let u all know yet! So exciting!!! Mabel, yes I know ure excited too!
• DATING! Heeeee.......... =DDD

Well, this is tentative ok. HAHA.

Oh... I went for the SIA talk today and its damn sad la.... the bond is 5 years, by then I think my friends are all on their PHD already. -_- I mean the pay is attractive but there are too many shit the air stewardess has to take, for example, if ppl vomit on u, u still have to plaster that fake smile on ur face and ask "are u ok sir?". Wad nonsense! If its me, I will probably give the person a tight slap and tell them "pls choose where to vomit sir". -_- I think I am too bad temepered to take such stuff. Haha.

Besides, I think we have to go thru a series of interview to qualify for SIA, for example, theres this water confidence test. -_- U have to jump off from a 1.6m tall height into the swimming pool and swim to the other end specifically using BACKSTROKE. Like wth la... why backstroke? -_- Dun ask me, I dunno why too. AND..... the beautician still has to check if u have scars or acne or if ure pretty enuff to qualify ok. -_- SIA really stands for "Superficiality is appreciated". Damnit.

AND!!!! U have to be eloquent and be equipped with a good command of English and also WITHOUT BRACES. Yea.... half a year more before I can remove my braces. I cant wait though. I am pretty sure I could pass thru all those but when i think of the vomit. -_- well, nvm. These are the basic requirements and of cuz the perks are fantastic. U get to travel around and get to know ppl and cute angmohs. =D Ok... the latter wasnt that important but seriously, I quote the bugger that "theres a certain amount of make-up an air stewardess have to put in order not to look like ghost". -_- U know in life, the most I dread abt is putting ALOT of make up like FOUNDATION. I dunno... I just dun like the feeling of ur face feeling so heavy and powderish. -_- AND.. imagine when we remove our make-up, we dun have to face the world totally. -_- Sigh.... there are goods and bads and when u weigh them together, I think its not that worth it afterall. So well..... Staying in Singapore may be a better choice for me IF I am not going overseas so soon.

Enuff of the SIA talk.... I think time to eat ice cream!!!! Tml..... Sigh... Long day and I will have to collect clothes! See u guys! =)

Yours Truly. 8:47 PMY

Dun ask me but I think today is a bad emo day for me. Simply its becuz, its Monday. I dun like Monday cuz its the start of the damn week and I feel lethargic. -_-

BUT the role play for the World Issues (WISP) Module was damn damn fun today and it changed my mood entirely! HAHA. I had to act like an auntie and it was totally embarrassing. Merlynn is damn damn funny la..... U shld have seen her acting. Oh wait... I have a short video of part of the presentation today.



HAHA. Kudos to Mer and Sandee! Its damn damn funny la.. We couldnt stop luffing!

We actually made the news report which co-ordinates with the Hotel Rwanda story in Singapore context. Imagine Singapore facing the same situation as the Hutus and Tutsis in Rwanda! Quite sad... which means Indians will be more superior than the Chinese as they are minority - similar to wad happened during the Rwanda geonocide whereby 1million were killed within a mere 100 days. =(

Nvm, enuff of sad stuff. I realised I ate MORE today. -_- Even right now, I am still munching away.. I think I am eating wad I have missed for the past few days last week and it feels....... damn SHIOK! I dunno how to describe how I feel.... able to feel that ur jeans is too tight and top is too small like ur stomach is bursting feels damn GREAT even if I feel I over-ate! I love feeling liddat!

Bedok 85 this Friday with the gurls and I can actually eat TANG YUAN and STINGRAY! PEANUT SOUP is damn nice! =D The last time I went was a few months ago and I really love the food there! East side always has the best food, west side got nutting ok. -_-

I am gonna buy the pills that I mentioned on the previous entry. I think its gonna be damn expensive but I WIL DO ANYTHING TO GAIN THAT WEIGHT! Anyway my butt hurts the whole day la, even fefe's thighs hurt too. We believe its due to excessive dancing. Its good exercise! Since we din go for napfa today, lets just go tml for that stupid word "participated". -_- I hate running la. zzz.

My stomach is bursting now but I am gonna eat ice cream =D. Tml is gonna be a long day and I am freaking tired and extremely EMO today. Haha.. I dunno why but I am fine now. =D ICE CREAMMMMMM.....

Sometimes I feel that things are getting out of hand, ppl are exaggerating things and thats not I want to see cuz we dunno the truth and I dun wan to know. Sigh.

On a happier note, I think I am ready now. Really. =)

I think I am cranky cuz nobody knows wad I am talking abt but who cares!!! Heeee.... =DD

Yours Truly. 8:06 PMY

Hi everyone... I am so damn occupied during the weekend and sooooo many things happened! HAHA!!!

Saturday was great and I ate ALOT after like 2 weeks. -_- To be honest, I lost my appetite and din eat much and I think I lost 14891141871kg BUT I dunno wad came into me recently and I suddenly felt like eating ALOT! I got hungry very quickly each time on Saturday and ate like every 2 hrs interval. Omg. I think I am facing withdrawal symptons. HAHA. Damn it. ITS OK! I believe one day I will get the desired to-die-for figure ok! I MUST EAT MORE! I shall increase the amt of food and carbo I take in everyday so by the end of a month, I see results. =D GANBATTE! 2007 new year resolution - GAIN MORE WEIGHT!

(Add-ons at 1.01am) Omg... My friend just told me that Nature Farm has Kelp Tablets which can help to regulate my metabolism rate so that it will be reduced and I will get fatter! Her mum is taking it and she has seen results! I SHALL BUY IT! Ppl, help me see if I've gained weight from then. But I hope I wun gain too much and be too oversized! =D YAY, WANJUN IS SAVED! No longer ppl will tell me "omg, are u anorexic?" SHADDAP OK! -_- I AM HEALTHY OK! Just abit skinny, thats it. I FEEL BOUNCY NOW! =DDDD Thanks Kelly!!!

Saturday afternoon was spent it doing Appreciating Artwork with Mer and disturbing her and Desmond while they were doing their Acting work and why? Cuz of FEL! Wait until so long ok! -_-

Then finally the nite started! We did our make up for like hours in the room and omg la... So lesbianism..... I always have problems choosing the eye colour and fel will be the daring one trying different colours each time we club! Nvm.... Mabs says we will go one wednesday ladies nite.... O bar gives free drinks! =DDD

And then we got alot of stares from many ppl while taking the train probably cuz of our TOPS. Imagine u have nothing covering the back haha.... Damn it. I think we were too exposive la. BUT WHO CARES! I tink we look nice in the tops! And ya, I felt hungry and ate again. =S And it was to DOUBLE O and O BAR! Fefe's bf, Keith supposed to have a friend but he pangseh-ed him last min and it was left with me, fefe and HER BF! I feel like a light bulb ok. -_- But lucky both of them din mind.... =S Hehe.

At first the club was pathetic, nobody was inside and so, me, fefe and keith started playing 5,10 game with Carlsberg. Ugh. I seriously wun wanna touch beer again unless social reasons. But it was kinda funny seeing how fefe learned to play the game. -_- She is quite fast la but welllll...... I still managed to get both she and her bf to drink. We then had two shots when we tot we were ready to dance. Ok... skip the dancing part cuz I WUN tell u wad happened but the musik is good and everything was FUN. I love it. The crowd is spontaneous and yada yada..... I was damn hyped up la and I think I forgot wad I did. Better not ask me. HAHA. I know me and fefe were talking nonsense thruout and her bf was just laughin at us. Shucks.... in my memory, I said "u slut" to her. =X HAHA. But nvm I know she will forgive me. She called me a "dumb ass" too. We are quits! Damnit, we were too crazy. And I dunno lor, fel kept shouting in the club and someone said "wads wrong with that gurl?". HAHA.

Lets not talk abt wad happened cuz I dun wan to tell u and fel u better keep quiet. -_- But anyway, the nite was fun and I love u fel for everything! =D We had Ba Chor Mee at Newton Circle! =D damn nice..... More to come! When I tot I will get emo when I get high but I was surprised I could entertain myself. =D Next next week ok gurlies? No MOS pls...

Sunday!!!! Yea, PR-ing with the Juying kids and talked nonsense with emo, Ella and ther friend dunno wads his name for a few hours at Holland.V and the four of us finally met up! Me, Fefe, Mabel and Emo in town. We all had Korean food and one guy was damn lame, he was in the queue and he said "eh u see all of them eating the same lei" when we are right infront of him. -_- I guess he din know why he was in the queue too but becuz the queue is long so he joined in too. Haha. Guys nowadays. Tsk tsk.... Nvm. And then emo left, leaving me fefe and mabs talking abt BOYS and MEN at NYDC. We all feel that boys are unpredictable lot and gurls are so much smarter. HAHA. Ok, I better stop this if not I will get sued.

Well, all I can say is live happy and dun think too much and we will all be a contented lot of ppl. Finally, live for yourself and be yourself cuz no one has the rights to change the way u are! I feel so so so much more confident these days, of cuz not that I am not confident in the past but I guess, I lost myself in the process. But now, I am regaining the Wanjun in the past!
To my gurlies: I know u guys are in a BIG dilenma though we are facing different problems in life but no matter wad happens, I will support u all! Time will really tell everything, give urselves time, likewise to myself too! Thanks for today and I can see all of us are so enlightened!

U see I always think my damn braces are taking to long to be removed but before I know, a year plus have passed and I know very soon I can remove them. Mabel is damn lucky la, removing hers next appointment. SIGH. I want mine off too la. Hate THEM! But I know la, when the braces are gone, I will miss them. So contradicting. HAHA. I dun care la, everyone must see me without braces when I remove them if not the 4k will be spent in vain! -_- I will flash my teeth to every single person I see ok. HAHA.

Ok, nvm. Me and my philosophy. NAPFA tml. Damnit la, its been three years since I last ran and that was the last PE lesson I had in Sec 4. -_- I am still contemplating if we shld go anot.

Another week comes and its a brand new day again! =D Oh ya on a sadder note, I may be going overseas soon and like emo said, working first and then studying will make us lose that drive to study. SO, it may be better if we get a study loan and study there straight away. I am caught in a dilemma, mum says it may be better for me too but... its so sudden and I dun wan to leave Singapore. *WAILS* NOOOOO.... Sigh. If I have to leave, I will cry for three days and three nites, really. I know my friends will feel sad also. =( But I guess thats the only choice. When I return, I know everything will be different all together again. =(((( I am stuck. How? Wad shld I do, I know I have to leave sooner or later. May be now or may be 2 years from now. Its the SAME! -_-

Lemme think it thru and I have like 2 more months to think. =( Help!



Heeee... though I feel sad abt that going overseas to study issue, I feel damn happy today as well. For very long, I haven felt so happy maybe becuz..... HAHA. Nvm... I shall not say yet. =DDD
IMPLANTS NEXT WEEK! I cant waitt!!!! Mabel is going with me! =D I realised I haven post pictures here for very very long, its getting abit dry. Nvm... I remember taking alot of nonsensical pictures. Will post it up soon! =D






12 midnite strikes and I do remember it but I know its so over, aint it? *Gong*
Lights off. =)

Yours Truly. 10:46 PMY

My gawd... I am so tired and I am just gonna run thru my day in short and then go to bed for another exciting Saturday. Heee..

Today was a longgg day. I had a pitch conference and godamnit.. I had to wear black t shirt and guess wad? I was wearing a green one. -_- I ran back and changed and took a damn 14 bucks cab to sch. FOURTEEN BUCKS. HEART PAIN! Emo reached at 9.10, I shld have taken a train la. =( FOURTEEN BUCKS!!!! DAMN. And!!! I forgot to bring the black tshirt back home. I am so dead cuz thats my mum's one.

And then, I was shivering from 9am to 1pm in the conference hall thruout the talk. I was seriously bored to death. -_- I cant believe it man. I mean it wasnt THAT boring but guess the talk was something that I had learned in Year 2 thats why its no longer THAT interesting anymore. Lol. Oh, I saw the cute mixed guy whom actually fought with another guy at MOS the other time and hes in FMS! Life is so coincidental. Me and Mabel were just discussing abt the guy the other day. HAHA. Nvm, u wun understand it but its just damn funny. Saw him millions of times already and I shld tell Mabel abt it. She shld be quite happy la. =X

AND THEN, it was Pres-chi class. Sigh. Advertisement passed but needa add in more elements which I have to do on Sunday. Thanks Yiling for staying up to do the ppt slides while I was deep in sleep yesterday. =S I feel so bad. =( Bah.... I couldn't wake up on time la, when I tot I had insomia, it recovered miraculously. Heee.

Massina lecture bore us out that me, emo and fefe started to play with fefe's rubber bangles and trying to tie some knots here and there. Lol... emo and fefe is slow la. -_- Wanjun took only abt 5 seconds to tie the knot and u all leh.... tsk tsk... Haha... Kidding laaaa... =D Massina lecture is nv an attentive one can. -_- Full of theories la and fefe finished one stick of mentose again and maybe half the Harebo. -_- I will tell ur grandma ok. Remember... even rabbit and guinea pig can co-exist, so fel, pls try to come down to terms with ur sweets disease. HAHA.

AND...... the exciting Friday nite comes. HAHA. I din go clubbing as intended cuz ya... cuz of some reasons right fel? We went Raffles City instead with momo to drink soup again cuz she said she wanna try the soup. -_- I couldnt finish the soup cuz it was too sour la. And guess wad? We walked by The Donut Factory again. It was more crowded than usual and omg, the donuts are all damn yummilicious and PRETTY. I guess cuz the looks sell. Haha. Like gurls ok, ure attractive, guys look at u and try to pick u up. *winks* But the queue was horrible la. Then we decided to eat some Fried Mars Bar which emo nv tried before. We were hogging their seats for like 1 hour plus, talking rubbish and abt life and also brainstorming on business ideas cuz we are so desperate to be our own boss.

Yes, we three have decided that we want to be our own boss and we were thinking that how stalls like The Donut Factory could be so creative! But I guess the only problem is that they shld have a small cafe so that ppl need not queue for so long and at the same time, if they dine in, they can buy coffee to eat with the donuts. See.. business idea. Then we were thinking of muffin shop with all kinda muffins. That will be a fresh idea too. =D Nvm, slowly.... I believe that business must be something very very interesting that can capture the attention of everyone and will last a lifetime. =D MOOLAH is such a drive baby... =DDDD Three wows for that pls. haha.

Me, emo and fefe then decided during MASSINA lecture that we shld all just go try something new. Sheesha that is! Omg. Its damn nice la! Apple flavoured shisha. Damn lousy la, the restaurant at Clark Quay dun even have any other flavours beisdes apple and the service was bad and we still had to pay additional 10% for their service charges ok! Its nonsense la. But nvm, we all enjoyed ourselves.

We were trying ways to enjoy the sheesha cuz I couldnt stop coughing when I tried the Sheesha for the first mouth. Damn it. I could taste that strong apple taste. Feels like smoking but with flavour. I haven smoked before but emo, who tried ciggies once which we dunno if she is very credible said that smoking is 103792242582 times more worse. Sheesha is probably something very.... exotic. Something that I think I enjoy with the apple-flavoured smoke churning in the mouth.

We were damn lame ok. We tried to watch the other angmohs who were smoking that thing and we were wondering why they could take in huge breath and exhale the smoke for sooooo long. Emo then imitated them and she finally found a way to exhale the smoke for like 7 secondas long. HAHA. OMG.. I was luffing away when she made that "wonderful" discovery and me and fefe tried it too. -_- Bu its damn true la, there is a technique to inhale and exhale the smoke for at least up till 7 seconds long. Ppl walking past were just staring at some three bimbos cuz we were taking pictures everywhere. HAHA. First timer thats why I think I am forgiven.

The Sheesha lasted for 1 hr plus and finally died down. Awwwwww... so sad. =( But not bad la... sitting there allowed me to carry the leg-watching exercise. I was looking at all the mini skirts and long beautiful legs thru out the whole sheesha. I mean it was unintentional cuz its just so "right into you face" that it wun slip past the eyes. DAMN. I MUST GET THOSE HOT LEGS. Lol.... Three of us were just swooning over the nice bodies some ppl has. But be glad, ure blessed with a nice normal nice features face (I am not trying to be cocky ok.) though we do not have such figures. =)

The sheesha session was good and by then we din feel like going home but we have to cuz no money for cab! We were wondering if we will be so "outstanding" if we have had clubbed jus now. No make up, no nice clothes and messy hair. HAHA. Nvm! TML lets bring down the club fefe!! =D Emo and Mabel, not friend enuff since the are like not going and Mabs still tells me today that I always nv include her in outings. -_- U better see this Mabel.

And yes.... next Friday is gonna be more exciting since emo and fefe is coming over to my hse for some girlie nite with Battle Royale and Monopoly. =D

I am damn happy cuz I will be going to the museum TML with MERLYNN and maybe Karen!!! Dunno if bugger Kenneth is coming. -_- But I think he is damn crappy and funny la..... He shld just come with us. HAHA.

ok, i think i have used up my last bit of hyped up energy to type this entry. I could have written more but I am quite lazy to elaborate on the small miscellaneous.

There came a major learning point again today but I am not gonna bore u guys out with my philosophy. Dun worry. HAHA.

All I can say is...... I have finally moved out of the denial phase and face life with a brand new ME. Fefe says I must find my old self whereby she sees a brave wanjun and not dependable person in me that will make one attractive again. Emo feels I am improving each day and definitely I can safely say I am not putting a brave front if u thot I was. I am someone who dun like to show my pretendence and when I am happy, I laugh from within. =)


Thank u to many ppl again who are concerned abt me but dun worry. I am alright and living well, really. =)

To fefe:
I was glad u told me EVERYTHING I shld know and so I could open my eyes and wake up my idea how some ppl is NOT wad I see it to be as a ordinary perfect, beautiful, sentimental or worth it even at all (maybe it did in another way if I choose to only remember the good but I dun feel a need to). Yes, wake me up!

Some things are just a facade to cover up the ugly side of beings. I do not have to say much but I guess at this point of stage, all I can tell myself is really move on and I know one fine day, I will meet someone who will love and appreciate me the way I am even when I look damn uglyfied (IF la!) or even the way I live, someone who really is similar like me and thinks like me, someone who knows what he wants in life and wun waste it away so I will feel secure and someone who really truly sees a future with me, something that is not one-sided.

He need not be damn great looking (of cuz of some standard la) and I see it that looks are not everything in the long run. Most importantly, having a good heart with decent + not so over-confident attitude and respecting me is the most important criteria. I mean I am not matchmaking now la haha... but i think its essential to look properlywith eyes wide open from now on in order to find the purfect one. And when I say that, I meant it from the bottom of my heart. =)

I guess enuff said abt wad I want. Sometimes in life, some ppl are just too different from each other and in general, they may love each other once but its impossible to be together due to the differences. I may be this but I cant expect u to be this as well. U may be that and if I cant accept it, no matter how long I think I can try, its just gonna be back to square one. We've all tried but the differences just cannot be resolved in time or in near future.

I know we will all be happier to be ourselves and not under the scrutiny or judgment of ppl or becuz u feel that u have to change. Changing urself doesnt make u think that ure doing the "give and take" act. If u have changed urself and then feel so unhappy after that, then I dun see the point and maybe also, the love is not strong enuff to withstand time. Like me, I dun feel happy cuz I feel so judged by you. I wished u could love me the way I am but I know we all cant. Be yourself in wadever ways u want to be, good or bad cuz u will feel happier. Obviously, some things I know is bad abt me and I think it is worth changing for a better me. =)

Anyway, no matter wad happens, I just hope at the end of the day, everyone walks away with something learned and no one gets hurt. PEACE!!! =)

To momo:
I may not agree with some of the stuff U have said today but I know I will take in slowly and learn from it. I may not agree, but I understand ur intentions. Really. =) I know ure speaking from experience and I really appreciate everything u guys have done for me. =)



Okok.. I promise each day, such idealistic or wadever u call it "learning points" will be lesser and there will be more updates on my LIFE. HAHA. Cannot help it la.. I am forgetful and I have to note things down to remember them and remind myself wad I have come to till this day. It is also share part of my life with my friends who are busy and can only know wads happening to Wanjun thru my blog. =)





Good nite everyone and tml is a long day again, sigh. BUT better than nutting to do right? Haha. =)

Yours Truly. 1:33 AMY

HEYA! I realised that my past few entries were abit too sad. Yup, today I am here to brighten up the mood. Hehe.

I went towning with Sam and Fefe today and I realised that looking at other ppl shop is a kinda therapy as well. I mean I am flat B-R-O-K-E and I think tml I will die if we go club la. -_- FEL. I tell u lor, go on Wednesday lor.. U insist to go tml lor..... LADIES NITE IS ALWAYS FREE!

Heee... I met a damn cute guy today =D Hes freaking tall and damn tanned la...... Beach boyyyyy.... Singapore is saved... Finally.... I caught him looking at me lorrrr.. =X Haha.. I know Sam and Fel is gonna luff at this. Lol.... I am a little gurl who needs attention ok!

Wheeeee. Fel ure coming my hse tml and I bring ur "boobs" ok... Haha.. Damn hiao la u...
Ok.. skipped sch today to go to the Outram National Eye Care Centre to do research, in the end nutting comes out. Zzzz, wasted trip.

Right, time to get my Pres chi advert done.. due tml and omg.... needa reach sch at 8.30am tml la thanks to PR.. Damn sian cuz sch ends at 5pm.


Learning Point:

• I realised for now, its better not to know some stuff rather than u did, at least u can preserve the memories that were beautiful. If u ppl know anything, dun tell me cuz I most probably wun want to know anything. I know ppl are concerned abt me and I am grateful. I am fine but I guess its better everyone know lesser.
• I realised that when the shittiest thing happens to u already, there is nothing much more shitty that I cannot take. It wun be able to kill me, in fact, it gets me stronger.
• I feel that there is always a chance for those who is willing to learn and none for those who dun care abt their lives and do the most craziest and promiscuous stuff on Earth, they disgust me totally, but again, thats their life.
• However, I think one day when ure willing to take the step to become a better person, we will learn how to forgive again and guide u along.
• I shld learn how to be more open-minded cuz from then, things dun bother u anymore and u feel so much easier to go on. I think I cared and "believed" too much and time to lessen it.
• I believe I can get over this before I know it, key point is that, dun look back at all cuz nothing is worth for now, for at least that I know.
• Be Cynical cuz it helps
• Dun trust ppl or things so easily cuz the world may turn tables and wreck ur life.

I am not trying to be negative abt life but I guess I am onto a whole new level where I already (yes within a day or so) feel that I shld let go slowly, its a point of irreversible stage and a stage where we will learn how to be better in a right way or maybe u can say, I have given up.

I always believe that those who want to destroy their lives by doing nonsense stuff to themselves will be those who will barely move on. In time when I look back, we will feel that its a big joke and ppl who is doing it correctly is those who will benefit. Some stuff are just a momentum fun and I dun need it to destroy my life.

For the previous entry, I apologise for the outburst of emotions BUT I wun remove it cuz I am merely stating the facts. There is nothing to hide from anyone now cuz I am learning how to appreciate ppl ard me and life all over again. In fact, its a new start!

I dun hate anyone if u think I did. I am not so immature to hate something not worth hating. I took quite a long time to reach to a stage where I have to come to such terms and it is definitely not easy. I understand at times why ppl do things that way, everyone is different and I dun blame u for not doing something similar as me, but do it wisely and never spoil that beautiful image I have of you, wadever thats left. I appreciate it.

U dun have to avoid me everywhere or feel afraid anymore cuz the best I can do now is face it, live with it and dun bother abt it. I cant forgive what has been done for now but I believe there is a day we will still meet each other again and smile and all the pain is put behind the back of everything. I believe there is always this much I can do and I have reached to the point whereby I find trying useless anymore and I wun try again.

I believe wadever belongs to u will be urs, there is no point forcing it. Time will tell. =) I will definitely give blessings to wadever it is worth for the happiness and when I think that I have forgotten stuff which shld be forgotten. But do not do things that U think there is no happiness or hurt ppl ard u. Really. Thats the lowest form of life. Learn it.


Till then... a new day begins again tml and REMEMBER TO STAY OPTIMISTIC and HAPPY WAN JUN! Live life to the fullest!

Actually I am learning to enjoy the new kinda life I am having now =). Peacefulness is something that many ppl dun enjoy as of yet. I dun like the complicated stuff I guess and..... my thinking is simple la... Hee... I feel like learning Yoga. I think I will. HEHE. I think I have a lot of things to do but NO TIME, NO MONEY. Damn it.

Nvm... I shall go watch tv and do work now! Friday... here I come....... Oh.. I used to love weekends but no longer now cuz of the amt of shit work I have to do. =(((( Oh ya, Amanda u saw me again on bus 52 right? Sorry i din see u, I was busy looking elsewhere. Haha... Shout my name next time!!! =D

And fel, I am not destined to malu myself ok. U see how I Malu u tml lor. -__-

Enjoy life.

Yours Truly. 10:03 PMY

At some point of life, I guess ppl shld feel disappointed.
I think I am. I dun care if who reads it or wadever but I think I have the rights to post how I feel and why i am liddat instead of giving ppl any face any more.


Say when u think u still hold a little tiny winy hopes for a relationship that has just ended and suddenly u find out that ur bf is dating ur friend. And the friend is someone whom u have accompanied once in awhile thru her down times. Well, its not really ur bf anymore, but ya... ur ex whom u have parted with two weeks ago. That friend is also ur ex's good friend ex gf.
Its damn complicated. Slowly read and understand.

How will YOU feel?

I couldnt cry, I couldnt feel upset, I couldnt feel angry and I couldnt feel depressed. I felt relieved. It almost feel like, I could go on with my life knowing that I will be stronger the next time.

I felt disappointed. The 18 months spent with someone whom you barely know.
Someone who flirts with my gf behind my back.
Someone who dun appreciate me.
someone who even tells me there is nothing wrong dating MY FRIEND cum his good friend's ex.

Well, obviously, me and the good friend could almost be on the same boat. I could do the same like the ex, but I think I still have that little bit of conscience in my heart and that small bit of respect.

I dun hate him and I know, we have broken up, there is nothing wrong dating a gurl, but seriously think abt it. CONSCIENCE. WHERE IS IT? Have u eaten it up? Do u really think ur good friend is not upset? Dun act so angelic. I may be dating now, but i would say more like going out with a friend who can cheer me up and someone who dun affect and upset ppl around us. Dun compare me to the worse like you. U dun even dare to pick up my calls. If ure afraid, say you are, if ure guilty, admit it.

I dun blame the gurl but dun expect me to be nice to her after that since me and her, we got nothing much to talk about anymore. I wished I could kill u, slaughter u, boil u in oil and feed u to the pigs... but I cant do it. Maybe just blame it on my misjudgement that I have trusted the wrong person to give my love to and someone..... whom I actually see a future with.

U may have loved me once and I am grateful but I hope in this lifetime again, when I feel that u have become a better person, then maybe we can sit on the same table and talk again, or probably never.


For that little bit of beautiful memories that me and you still have, I will move on and search for a better love ahead and find someone who can make me happy again.

Thank u for allowing me to move on and no matter wad happens, u will remember this day that you have hurt someone whom loves u deeply and I hope you will never do the same thing to the next person. Love is not a game, mind u.

I din want things to be liddat, I wished I could forget, but maybe a long time later.






For everything that is worth,
Goodbye Dudley.

Yours Truly. 3:11 AMY

Haha.. I finally did my project after procrastinating for a week. THANKS FEFE for accompanying me walking for a few hrs ard suntec to do my work and talking rubbish with me. =D

I skipped Print Journ again, yes purposely. I went to do threading. DAMN PAIN. But fel, u must go ok! But my eyebrow is so neat after that la. I forced the gurl to do but she did hennah (however u spell it) tattoo instead. -_-

And soafter that, me and fefe went to her grandma hse. I want her grandma too!!! She is so niceeee, like a friend. =D haha. Cute granny. Anyway her rabbit and guinea pig.. omg!!! They are damn cute la. Like good friends. The guinea pig keeps disturbing the rabbit and the rabbit is damn cute la! Behaves like human, throws tantrum and everything. HEHE. As concluded, all rabbits are CUTE! Not like TIGERS ok. HEHE.... true innuendo intended!

Then we went to Raffles City and had pumpkin and tomato soup from The Soup Spoon. DAMN NICE LA. 4.80 for a BIG bowl and a bread! I love it! Then we saw this "donut factory" with damn alot of unique donuts. Man... We shld have thot of the business idea long long ago la. -_- U know, ppl are queueing each time we walk by and everything is out of stock! For example they have hazelnut chocolate donut, Strawberry white chocolate and even wasabi flavour! =D Damn nice can? And its 6 for $5.50. Damn cheap. But the queue turns me off somehow. -_-

The basement of Raffles City evokes cardinal sin due to the many food there. Beard Papa, Fried Mars Bar, Ben and Jerry's, Donut factory and ALOT more!!! Damn damn it!!! I WANT THE DONUTS! Someone nice buy for me la......

Yea, my appetite has been damn lousy recently maybe becuz I ate too many burgers. I almost feel like fainting today and had no energy to walk. Bah. I must start finding the appetite again!

THEN... we went to suntec and started on my work. -_- Damn it. Everyone treated us like some competitors and I have to be damn sneaky while copying the prices of the products. I got ticked off ok. Damn irritating. Earn money also so difficult. -_-

But in the end not bad la... we completed my work and managed to walk ard looking for pretty dresses. Wah.. saw alot, so tempted to buy la but BROKE. -_- And fel, u dun always buy same kinda stuff la.... Haha.. Sheesh.... I must get a rich husband next time to succumb to my such extravagant lifestyle! 63 bucks shoes. DAMN PRETTY but I dun care.. I must BUY IT before CNY!

5 more weeks before sch ends and we will all graduate, fel was saying we shld stay at each other hse more often and have fun! =D Mahjong and all will be good, but clubbing together is more fun! I doubt I will go clubbing so often but at least must go once before sch ends!

U know I wished I had a sister sometimes so I can do all the funniest things on Earth with her. Hehe. Fefe and Emo is like a long lost sisterrrrr... Love u gals!

Maybe I shall go get a tattoo too with fefe... But then, I dun think I can take the pain. =S Lets not talk abt tattoo, I am already planning to do some implants (not like wad u are thinking pls) with no pain, not much money needed and PRETTY! I bet I am gonna look different after that. HEHE. I shall leave it as a suspense and when I do it already, I will show u guys!
Keep guessing...

So exciting! Time to get back to do work. Zzzzz....







Sometimes,
it feel as though ure near me
and the feeling is Great. =)

Yours Truly. 8:46 PMY

I think I am becoming lazy. I sleep damn early everyday and I wake up, do work and eat and then sleep again. As I am typing this, I feel damn sleepy. -_- Even when I was on my way home just now, I fell asleep on the bus and almost missed my stop. Damn it. Sloth has taken over Wan Jun. I cant imagine one day when I wake up, I will see flabs of fats lying ard me. -_- I mean I am not saying fat is bad but I dun wish to have it on the wrong places, in fact, I am desperately still trying to gain carbo!

At this point of time, I think I am spreading my unhappiness to ppl whom I go out with, especially guys or ppl I dunno. -_- I feel damn unhappy but I dunno why. I decided that I shld stay away from ppl I dun really know and go near my gfs and have sleep over everyday! =D Its damn fun la.... Sorry to the ppl whom have gotten my unhappiness disease! Maybe I just needa be alone for the time being.... =)

Another thing is cuz I m BROKE. I have to hurry up and finish the work I am supposed to do. BUT I FEEL SO DAMN LAZY. I dun feel like doing work anymore. -_- I feel like going out everyday and SHOP. Sigh. MONEYYY where are uuu!!! Up till now I haven collect the online clothes. -_- I think the organiser must be damn pissed off with me. Lol. I shld meet her tml!!! FEL SEE THIS OK! COLLECT TML!

For the past two days, I met my PR team from Juying sec sch. Though they are like damn young but I m surprised at their maturity. They could almost talk like a fully grown teenager! O_O They are damn fun to talk to too! HAHA. But of cuz there are some things they will never understand. I guess they are still very carefree and do not have much problems. When we reach a certain age, there is just so much shit going on in ur life that u have to take like 10 mins out of the 24 hrs, cry it out and feel better and life will go on again. Its quite common among gurls la. I dunno abt guys but I always feel that boys like to put on a brave front and crying seems like a wuss to them. -_- But thats not true lor. Crying in fact helps us to get over things better cuz we are letting out.

But of cuz at some point of time, we will be sick of crying and one day U will just realise that ure no longer crying and thats the day u've moved on. =D That shows an improvement! See humans... we are incredible.

Damn it. I feel so lazy again that I dun wan to go to sch tml!!! It will be a damn long day tml la. Zzzz.... I am comtemplating if I shld skip print journ cuz of some work to do. HELP!

Just when I thot of wad to do when I graduate, there is this SIA cabin crew career talk this coming monday. Damn it. God is so nice to me..... I wil be going for the talk and hopefully, I will know wad I want from then. Flying ard the world for free is a damn good deal, just that my life will be in danger and I will miss the ppl in Singapore. =( The pay is good as well and by the time I quit the SIA job, I will be able to get into overseas University!!! All planned!

But of cuz, I would prefer working in Singapore If I can.... There are so many things and ppl here I would not want to leave behind but whose gonna pay me over 2k a month for a diploma holder with no experience in anything. SIA does. -_- There u go.....

But then again, I dun really know if thats the route I want to go, am still finding what I want to do and be. Sigh, the age starting with "2" is hitting me like damn soon. I want to stay YOUNG FOREVER!

You know, I am also worried another thing. -_- Does SIA accept gurls who are still wearing braces. HAHA! Damn braces la.... but recently I think my teeth is moving very fast, remember that time I plucked out 4 teeth in March this year? The gaps are closing up already! I think given 4 more months, the gaps will be completely closed. Of cuz, my teeth is aching every single day. -_- I guess at the end of the whole braces wearing period, u will see a different Wanjun. I hope my teeth wun look too weird and I will eat all the curry I want in the whole world to make up for the braces period when I couldnt eat in fear of staining the teeth. MUAHAHA.... But even when the gap closed up, I still have to wear rubber bands to push the jaw back so It will not longer protrude out! -__- Wah... damn sickening.... NVM! I have wore braces for a year and a half and another half a year or one is NUTTING!

Ok... enuff of random stuff, I shall go NAP. SEE! LAZY! I shld go out more to keep active. Maybe go running since NAFA is coming and I dun wan to get a "pass" or "bronze" only for it. =D




Annuyong! (which means bye in Korean)

Yours Truly. 4:07 PMY

Its a new Year which signifies a new start. I wish everyone a Happy Happy New Year! Its not that bad since I din spend my New Year alone. Thank u to the person who spent it with me and I guess it was a horrible New Year 2007 for u seeing someone cry and cry. Haha.


I think its time to be honest to and face the truth. I am officially single and have broken up with the boyfriend. It was a mutual break up due to many differences. At least everything ended in 2006 beautifully and I can open my arms widely for 2007 may it be a good or bad year.


I have set the resolutions straight and I think for the time being, earning money and studying is the mos important now. I will probably do dating again soon when I have money and if the guy is cute like Edison Chen ok. Haha...

I am trying my best to put things behind and I am writing this down so there is a lesson learned. It may be harsh but I always believe time will heal and a better one will come along. Sounds kinda cliche but its so true.. when ur previous bf sets a benchmark, ur next bf will be better in terms of everything when ure looking for one. Haha...

Relationships... I am not in a hurry now cuz I wun be able to commit again so soon but I guess its part and parcel of life and I dun blame anyone or anything.


I am still finding myself and I know the road ahead is hard but I will have to walk alone and I believe that I will get thru this soon since I am always so busy with work. Somehow I feel quite empty and a little lonely.... No matter wad I will face it and be strong =).




Finally, I dun blame u and we both do not have to feel sorry.
Find urself again.
Because I love u, I want both of us to be happy too =).
Time will heal everything and if there is really fate, I do believe even a few months down the road when we see each other, we will be a changed person and rediscover each other all over again and the crushed jigsaw will be back into one piece too. =) Of cuz it dun mean I am not gonna talk to u again, I know we will in time. =)

WELCOME 2007!

Yours Truly. 4:00 PMY

Age: 20 (Proud to be a bunny)
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