Beauty lies in the eyes of the beholder

Monday, November 26, 2007;

Damnit!!!! I think I accidentally clicked something on my tagboard and my prev tags are GONE! :(

Oh well..... Sch's starting again this week. :(

Will update again on Terence's wedding and Jeremy's bbq later at night, pictures pictures!!!

Hafta rush to sch for now. BYE!!!

Yours Truly. 4:26 PMY

Tuesday, November 20, 2007;

I quote:

"Life is full of challeges. That is why God creates friends to help us. Hereby i like to know more friends from Internet around the World, whom can help me in the time of facing obstacles in the future.Let me introduce myself. I m Philip Sun, just a simple and ordinary person, but have a nice name that can let u remember my name forever.When u look up the lamp in ur home or office with the brand of Philips OR just look up the sun outside, it is related on this name Philip (lamp) or Sun (the sun). So, next time when u r inside or outside of ur home, no matter Day or Night, you will find that PHILIP SUN is anywhere around YOU !!! It is around with the SOURCE OF LIGHT!!! kekeke.....Sure u can remember me lah........(Ha, hope this introduction can give you a deep impression on my name and give you an imagination on who i m. ^_^ )So, can i know you more about yourself? For more information on me, you may get from Friendster or msn me viateikteng_sun@hotmail.comPlease add me and drop a message to me. Hope we can be real friend in the future. Once we start our friendship, forever we are FRIENDS!Nice to meet you here.Remember msg me oh when you are free!"

WTH?

Sam got that msg from some bugger on Frienster too, are these ppl too free? I think so. Either that or they are just "lonely".

Earlier on, I was talking to Sam and heres the convo:

rei - you're complicated says:
she's damn short la

rei - you're complicated says:
fel is 10 cm shorter than you

rei - you're complicated says:
you are 10 cm shorter than me

rei - you're complicated says:
that makes fel a DWARF

Wanjun says:
HAHHAA

rei - you're complicated says:
so sad right

Wanjun says:
I SHALL BLOG THIS

Wanjun says:
=)

rei - you're complicated says:
LOLOLOLOL

rei - you're complicated says:
GO AHEAD

rei - you're complicated says:
its a fact

rei - you're complicated says:
fel cant get pissed

HAHA, are u reading this fel? =D You better ya. No matter wad your verdict is on Sam this Sat, I will support u!!! Sam needs a smack! =D U need a knife??

rei - you're complicated says:
u and fel and amruta

rei - you're complicated says:
the holy trinity of bimbos

Well that I cant deny, but trinity of bimbos. Seems abit excessive.... Prolly applies on fefe only. HAHA. Oh I left out Mabel too. =)

Okok, FUSE event tml at MOS, gotta sleep early for the long night tml. =(
Goodnite everyone! =)

Yours Truly. 11:40 PMY

Saturday, November 17, 2007;

=) Firstly, I would like to thank MABEL LEE for finding my THUMBDRIVE!! HOORAY!!! Which means I dun have to spend like another 30 bucks buying another one! HAHA! Mabel was telling me that she was feeling happy when she found the 2GB thumbdrive and I guess she was feeling lucky until she opened the thumbdrive just to see "TAN WAN JUN" as the owner. HAHA! Sorry Mabel that I had to smash ur dream.... =P Took this girl 2 WEEKS to realise it was in her bag all along. Haha...

I can't believe that I actually stayed home the whole day!!!! Its been so long since I did that! Haha. In actual fact, I woke up at 4pm today and watched teevee since 4pm. Till abt 8 plus then I decided time to eat. Haha.... So much work to do that I have to bring home some to do. =(

Many things happened this week and it made me realised the importance of feeling contented. Many ppl out there are suffering and during times that we complain abt out life being tough and all, we shldn't forget abt those who is out there, not able to live as well as we are.

Just when you think that the food that u're having taste bad, just think of those extremely skinny kids in Africa who are not even half of our weight and they even have to resort to drinking cow's milk and bathing in urine to survive. How sad. =( After watching the video clip, I am even more determined to finish up ALL my food. Though I know I can't sometimes but it just takes those images flashing thru my mind to make me do so. =(

I cry for those ppl, I wished I could do something more than just sitting outside the picture, those really horrible life. Sigh.

But then again, why are we working towards those fame and glory at the same time? It's contradicting u know. In the midst of feeling upset abt ppl not eating enough, but at the same time we are fighting with other ppl over superficial things. Why is that so? I think I can't find an explanation for that. At the end of the day, I guess being conscience-clear is the most impt. I hope I can do something one day when I am more settled. Thank God for what I have today, its definitely not the best but I am equally thankful its not the worst either. Fame and glory is not everything we need to keep ourselves happy, more like a good-to-have kinda thing.

I used to feel upset abt things I've lost..... I felt angry, I felt disappointed, I felt upset, I felt heartbroken, I felt envious, I felt lost and I felt lonely. These are feelings which many ppl have been there done that..... But I guess for those u've lost, u will seek solace in it some day. Its nv regrettable. =) I pray for everyone in the world to have at least 3 decent meals and be happy everyday!!!

Haha I shall continue this another day. Ok just found out that the IT fair will be at Singapore Expo from 29 Nov onwards to 2 Dec! I shall get my camera! I found out that the Sony T20 or something price actuall drop to $399 now!!! YIPPPEE!!!!! I shall go around and see see look look on Thurs with momo! Fefe, wanna go?

Ooooohhhhh I am in love with a song caled Hosanna... NICE!

Was looking thru the old entries and I realised I made a remark:

"Time to pick up the courses which I wanna take and which uni to go to. Of cuz Hopefully I get a seat in any of Singapore Universities except for SIM. I dunno why but probably heard too much bad stories bout it that I am no longer interested in SIM. Not that my results are damn great but welllll.... HAHA."

Haha, shld not say anything cuz it COMES TRUE! OPPS, look where am I now? Haha! I also found the resolutions that I set for myself for this year:

I think I had my fair share of fun that I shld have and I have decided to be a really good girl from now on ok! Heres it:

Less clubbing & drinking (Obtained! haven been clubbing nor drinking)
Lesser bitching sessions (Obtained! Trying to be a even better person)
Less vain and materialistic (Ermmmm.... Nvm abt that, trying also)
Lesser vulgarities and hopefully I cut down to zero. Though I dun usually swear but with friends like fel, is ermmmmm..... seems like there will be quite a few difficulties there. HAHA!
(Obtained! Haven been spilling out vulgarities from my mouth since months ago)

And!!!! I shall:

be more sophisticated like read more books starting from tml. To the library it is!! (Obtained! Read a few more books this year, counted also ok!)
read the newspapers everyday to update myself on world issues
(Obtained, cuz no choice, work requires me to do media monitoring)
stop spending money on unecessary stuff after my implants
(Hmmmm, come on ppl, gimme some more time on that! Well at least I am saving!)
be more mature in every aspect
(I guess somewhat obtained, learning still.)
learn how to respect ppl more especially those close ppl ard me cuz I know I tend to take them for granted
(Yep, definitely obtained, closer to my family every since last year!)
be more homely
(Haha, hard to when I have work + school + social life to cover on)
gain at least 4 more kg and I think am doing goood on that since I am always munching away on chocolates recently. One big bar of cabury chocolate goned again today. Hopefully I wun be diagnosed with diabetes even before I gain my mass. CHOY! *touch wood*
(Trying still. HAHA. Why do liposuction not include "Gaining mass"?)
study really damn hard if I can get into a university
(Obtained! I would be more hardworking next sem. Promise!)
start using my brain more often on business ideas and how to be rich within the shortest time although that contradicts the resolution that I wanna be less materialistic. =P (hmmmm... abit hard la but at least earning some moolah for myself and supporting myself + my education now, quite happy with it!)

Thats it for the time being. HAHA. Becuz I was too down to set my new year resolutions previously and now that I am perfectly alright already, these shall be my resolutions though it came abit late! Lets see by the end of this year, will Wanjun be able to keep to her resolutions? Aja-aja fighting! =D

Fel just told me:no one keeps resolutions

I will ok! Dun underestimate me! Just wait and see fel u nut! HAHA. =D

Haha. I guess the Year end is coming and there are some resolutions that I have hit on and some not...... Aja-aja fighting! Well when I have some more time, I would start setting resolution for 2008! So many things have changed over the year, esp this year! One year older, one year wiser, I hope that applies for me as well! =)

Time to rest. Goodnite and I better go sleep soon, church's early tml! =D Before that, enjoy this song - RULE THE WORLD by Take That, its the song for StarDust. ITS SUPER NICE! =D

Yours Truly. 11:03 PMY

Wednesday, November 14, 2007;

Since fel asked me to blog, so here I am, 12.30am at night. -_- Had tea just now and I think the coffee is taking its effect, I feel completely AWAKE.

DAMNIT, I THINK DRIVING IS DAMN FUN!!!!! Had a few rounds of turning and reversing just now!!!! Almost banged into a lorry cuz I was confused with the turning and the reverse gear. -_- No wonder they say women make bad drivers. Woah, its super fun and scary at the same time la, besides, I am so small, I had to sit 90 degrees upwards to check the sides and the mirrors. -_- Kept doing jam brake cuz I couldnt control the paddle strength and I think Kylie was totally disturbed when I drove. HAHA! Nevertheless, after just now, I am more determined to get my own car!!!!! Sigh, thats only like long long later, right now, girls shld just be driven!!! =D

Exam's over!!! If u realised I have been really quiet the past week and I think I shld be able to pass the exam but not sure if I am able to score. Next module is in abt 2 weeks time and its INTENSIVE MODULE!!!! Which means 4 days of sch a week!!! Sat is from 9am - 5pm!!! How fun? Oh well.....

Oh I think I saw someone strangely familiar in sch after my paper on Monday. Not sure if its her but yea.... anyway she din say hi or anything so I boldly assume that she's either (a) Not the person I tot she is, or (b) She is just ignoring me due to what happened some time back. Oh well, if she is the her I know, I think she has put on more weight and still as snobbish as ever. I dun dislike her but I think she just has to give ppl that irritating attitude like "I'm a diva" or "I am oh-so-damn-prettaye". Come on, just be a nicer person, afterall, no one is the best. There are bound to be more attractive ppl no matter wad.

Went to watched StarDust after my paper with the uni mates, WAH SO NICE LEI!!!! Pretty effects and I definitely love the CG!!!! Tristan in the show is CUTE! =D Go watch it! I would rate it 9 out of 10! =) Something I wun mind watching the second time!

Terence Tay is getting married!!! Wah going for his matrimony next Sat, its been so long since I attended a wedding ceremony!

Ok getting a lil sleepy already, gtg to bed! Will update soon!

Yours Truly. 12:31 AMY

Tuesday, November 06, 2007;

*SCREAMS!!!!!

Wah I feel so bored! Sick of studying!!! I am stuck at the first chapter la..... Created a poem in a moment of inspiration thanks to a friend and boredom. =D

Eleven Twenty at nite,
stuck at the same chapter with "pride".
Only to find MSN is might.
Alas, she got herself in fright.

HAHA! How true, stuck at the same chapter for the longest time, can anyone teach me wads a Strategic Business Management? I damn hate that chapter, kinda annoying lei. Many more chapters to go. -_-

Went shopping alone just now, its quite fun la... own time own target! Anyway I went in specs also cuz I couldnt wake up on time today. :(

Bought a BLACK dress at $39.90. I think Zimple dresses gone up in price, by abt 5bucks. Wah next time before buying , must consider it already. :( But its so nice lei! Work or play also can wear! Black dress, this is the third dress i bought in black, but I figured if I were to buy any more yellow or white dress, I would get lashed at by fel. Haha..... Bought a black pointy 2-inch heels, always wanted one but couldnt find any reason to, but today I just felt like it...... Bought a cute cardi in WHITE! =D Was tempted to buy a brown pants for work, so nice but I must reconsider la, dun really like to wear pants to work also. Haha. Also temped to buy a BLUE TOP, those electric blue kind.... well I think I shld stop spending!

BTW, the blue dress came in, Thanks Sharon! It fitted me perfectly and its really really nice! If there are stocks left, I would DEFINITELY buy the black one too!

To end it all off..... I shall post a poem my uni-mate wrote:

The year it was twenty forty-five,
There lived a man sitting by the river for twenty years of his life.
Looking at the river that was so tranquil,
One could never imagine how he actually feels.

The year it was twenty zero-two,
The man was then a seventeen year-old fool.
His eyes caught sight of a beautiful lady,
And felt lucky he would be seeing her daily.

He used to think only fools fall in love,
For fools fall deep without seeing what's above.
But when he saw the lady he instantly knew why,
For love and Juliet Romeo would die.

Twenty zero-five and it's graduation day,
The man and his lady would go separate ways.
His three years were up and he resigned to fate,
But still he wasn't willing to give up the wait.

Ten years twenty years quickly flew by,
Each night the man would softly cry.
He ought to have given up on her now,
But his heart refuses to no matter how.

Forty-three years on he's now an old man,
Living all alone on a faraway land.
The last time I saw him he was seen,
Telling a great story of the most wonderful girl he met when he was seventeen.

Nice and nostalgic I guess.... =)

Oh yea, watched the news yesterday and knew that Andie won the StarSearch 2007. Haha I was abit surprised but I guess hes talented too, shall post the video we did of him and another actress for the canon fest when I am more free. Since hes famous now, I shall sell it! =D

So they say many things can happen overnight. Life changes and goes on like any other day.
Well hope that tml will be better! Goodnite and Happy Deepavali in advance!

Back to the books! POOF~

Yours Truly. 11:18 PMY

Monday, November 05, 2007;

HELLO!!!!!

I've been BUSY! Busy playing around. =D Last weekend was good. Celebrated emo's 21st bday at Sentosa and we even got the police to celebrate it with us! =D Shall not go into too much details, just know that Cafe Del Mar is not exactly a friendly place and we got into trouble there. But oh well, everything is fine now! =D

Got tons of fotos.

Happy Buffday to our favourite Indian!!!!! Momo ure one year older now. Fefe also, may Wanjun be the youngest forever and ever! =D

Presenting the two adults! =D No longer teens huh.... better behave ar... Why do I feel a sudden sense of happiness..... Haha! I think I better stop being a bitch before they start to murder me.... =D

A toast to MOMO!

Momo's Bday cake! Awww wasted, din throw cakes at emo or the bimbos the other day. I think fefe kinda miss the buttery feel and smell.... HAHA!

The guys making drinks to toast to emo. =D

This pic is abit blurish but just know that we dumped emo into the resort pool! HAHA! We din know she couldn't swim!!! Thanks to Felicia the bimbo who told us "Yea emo can swim, she always tell me she wanna go swim!" and thats how we dedrive that there is no problem at all dumping emo in. In the end, she was struggling in the pool vigorously when we tot she is trying to fake us! And us being us, we were standing there laughing at the "acting stupid" emo. So Sham, her friend actually had to dive in to save her! Haha! Sorry emo, for a moment I really wanted to reach to u!!!! Wun do it anymore! :( And she says "Just when I was abit interested to learn swimming, I think no more now!"

Then the funniest part was when emo was trying to hit the pinata or something. Its some tradition that u have to break a pig or something ya. It was fun blindfolding her and making her walk around searching for the exact spot. HAHA! Fel was just sitting at a corner laughing and eatin her gummy bears. Haha, bimbo truly! Oh ya, not to mention, fefe actually got drunk on two glasses of vodka mixed with sprite and lime! -_-

An before that when we went to the room to collect cake...... Guess wad? We saw a mirror and we had the camera in our hands, thats it man. That spells CAMWHORE!

And then got tired.

And then Mabel started to make me pose for some of her "artistic shots" while fefe was taking her time in the toilet.

And then I tried. Not bad!

And then fefe got out of the bathroom and three of us just STARTED IT like there was no tomorrow. :)

Me and my favourite girlie!

HUGSSSSSSS.

"Girls can be tasty sometimes", says Mabs and Fel. HAHA! Ok I was kiddin laaaaaa.......

See look at those two while I am in the toilet. Tsk tsk....

Then three of us spotted the BIG mirror in the bathroom! HAPPY!!! =D

And that was it in the resort room...... we wanted to play bishy bashy, u know that machine which tests ur colour co-ordination. Damnit la, me Sharon and Mabel kept getting the spoilt machine! Its either the blue button not working, or its the red button that is screwed up. Waste our $1!!!!

Then we got bored of the machine, so we went to the toilet near the bbq pit and VIOLA, BIGGER MIRROR!!!! Haha!

Sweet!

Click click, Snap snap.

Got bored of the mirror sometime later.....

Started to make funny faces after that. haha.

BOOOOOOO...... Dunno why I made that face also. Haha!

And then later into the night, we went Cafe Del Mar!!!!

Me and Mabs.....

Me and fefe.....

Haha this pic was supposed to be innocent ok. We were lying down on the bed while Mabel caught this!

And the the night ended with police and all. But it was FUN! Emo got DRUNK so easily la, we still wanted to buy her flaming Lambogini.... I think the days where we could down like 8 Tequila shots are gone! Missin in action for the longest time.... COME ON GIRLS! It's SHOWTIME!!!!

And then Kylie, Steven and Ken came all the way into Sentosa to send me home. =D Thanks! We went outisde Sentosa Cove to take a peep, wah NICE! But who would stay there? Go to sch or work also troublesome sia.... but then again if u can stay there, it means u most prolly own ur own business. Rich ass!!!

We drove past the KPE too while sending Mabs home..... Not bad la, my first time, but it looks like the CTE, not much diff I think....

Caught tis in the cam! NICE effects! =D

Sunday:

It was Kylie's niece's 1st month bday! Celebrated it on Sunday after church.

Yep ITS A GIRL!

PRETTY BALLONS, I put them up painstakingly ok.

Little Hannah sleeping soundly.

She's such an angel, her eyes are HUGE, just when I tot mine was..... O_O

I love white! Dun ask me why!

Kylie EXTRA! Spoiled my pic! Haha. =P

Yummy....

Dunno wads this but it tasted nice!

Siew mai anyone?

ECLAIRS!!! I din eat even one at all cuz I lost my voice from Friday drinking and chocolate session. Damnit! Wasted lei.... Looks so YUMMY CAN!

Me resting at the playground, taking pictures of the photographer whom I forgot its who!

Emo or maybe not...

Just looking at my legs! Love the nail colour! MAROOOONNN UH OH!

Me and Elida!

Remember last time when we used to play monkey bar?? Those were the days whereby I would compete with my cousin and see who would reach the other end first. haha.... really miss my childhood alot!

I tot this look nice so I took a pic of it! =) ZigZaggified!

Haha. Ohhhhhh bought a blue dress from Sharon yesterday!

NICE RIGHT? I psychoed Mabel to buy the black one! Haha!!! =D

Okaye.... time to study, its exam next Monday!!! GIMME BACKY MY VOICE!!! OH NO OH NO I AM CROAKING!!!!

Ok gudnite my lovely friends! :)

Yours Truly. 9:01 PMY