Thursday, October 30, 2008;
Has it...........? Maybe it is. For the fact that I am feeling this way. I dun wish to question cuz the truth sets to hurt sometimes. So many things running thru my head and I dunno where to begin with.
Came back from Kelong in Msia last weekend! The rustic life is so different. :) Something refreshing for a change. :) Celebrated a dive mate's 21st! It was a sheer surprise for her I guess. Glad to see everyone so merry! Xmas is coming soon, I cant wait! :) Season of love, joy and giving. Christmas just gets better each year!!!! Tho i remembered I had a bad one 2 years back but time flies. Now its 2 years down and my Christmas is getting exciting! This year has been a terrific one, many break-throughs for me and I am so darn proud of it!
Went out with Fel ytd and spent a bomb. I shall not elaborate. Heh... it feels good with retail therapy. Girls need it once in a while. Next up, I shall shop at Parkway and Katong area, haven been there for ages! Post fotos another time, so frigging sleepy these few days, must be the endless meetings and last-min work.....
I learnt something new about myself today but sometimes, I just can't help it and I can't control myself. I should learn more on how to think before I speak. Sigh. Am 21 already, must think and act like one Miss Tan....
Happy Halloween ppl!!!!!
Yours Truly.
11:06 PMY
Wednesday, October 22, 2008;
Went Vivo just now... ah it was a MISTAKE!!!! Saw so many things I like BUT I have to control myself.... bought a top from Nichii only in the end... and bought fefe's bday present, its so HER. Sorry fefe, no Agnes b necklace, if not there won't be an element of surprise already. But I am sure you will like this one also. :)
I went TopShop just now and saw this denim skirt, haven been looking at denim skirts for a long time BUT this time, I saw one that I REALLY REALLY LIKE! Tried and it fits so well! A tad too short I suppose....
I am even thinking about it now but $73 for this, kinda not worth it..... BUT ITS SO NICE! Oh well..... If only I was born in a money printing family yea. Haha.
Saw an accident just now on PIE. Fatal one and again, involving motorbike. Its so dangerous to drive on the road man, esp if ure a motorist. :( Can u imagine if the guy is on his way home after work, rushing to meet your beloved wife and kids and such things happen. Life is so shitey sometimes. May he rest in peace and God bless his family to get past this asap.
Time for bed. Goodnite!
Yours Truly.
10:45 PMY
Tuesday, October 21, 2008;
Have you ever felt like you are living in surrealism?Everything seems like a daze, it all happens in a flash with a dash of reality. I think I did, a few times. Its especially true when old memories come flooding into your brain bank.
Anyway, I had a blast on my 21st. Was really touched that two days, makes me feel as tho I was a princess. :) I am really lazy to post peektures up here, so kindly view my facebook for images of the birthday celebration. :)
Part I - http://www.new.facebook.com/album.php?aid=64403&l=f9230&id=621411612Part II - http://www.new.facebook.com/album.php?aid=64423&l=55d93&id=621411612Part III - http://www.new.facebook.com/album.php?aid=64863&l=45763&id=62141161214th Oct - Stayed over at Coasta Sands @ Sentosa; Dive mates came to surprise me with cake and flowers; Some stayed overnight and had tons of fun
15th Oct - MY BIRTHDAY. Visited some of the attractions in Sentosa with Ken Boy (Luge Ride, Insect and Butterfly World; Images of Singapore; Merlion). Had a roof top garden pte jacuzzi at Siloso Beach Resort! Excellent view nice jacuzzi and swimming pool and of cuz nice price too!
16th Oct - The last surprise came when I was told that we are going to DIVE WITH THE SHARKS! I wasn't even mentally prepared!
I am looking forward to this weekend!!! Can't reveal too much yet until next week. Heh.
Sch fees due again, but something to rejoice abt - its my last semester with two modules left and it's gonna be my last payment for the whole course! :) Next year I will be richer!!!!! Time to move on to another resolution for next year - I shall finally go sign up at CDC for my driving licence!!! Let's hope my driving skills won't be as bad as how I always fare in Daytona. -_-
Was really pissed ytd, complained to a few ppl but I am okaye now. I guess I won't act like how I used to be. Afterall we are all adults and I believe the maturity is there. I guess I did exaggerate a little at times. But seriously, its in my black book now even tho I have decided to forgive and move on. Shld log this down so I will remember. Not because I want to but it helps to serve as a reminder to myself. :) Let's not talk abt unhappy things!
Fefe's 22nd is coming. Haha it was like ytd when we celebrated her 21st... time really flies.... supersonically fast. Emo's bday is coming as well.... :) The girl is forever busy but CONGRATS EMO, u finally got ur licence! Time to drive us around with ur new car (you promised!!).. Haha I guess that must be her best 22nd birthday tho it came a little early.
Alrighty, time for bed. GOODNITE!
Oooh my head just cannot stop thinking of this coming weekend!
Yours Truly.
10:55 PMY
As the saying goes, a leopard can nv change its spots. A person's character is built upon years. Its not so easy to change it anyway. Sometimes I wonder what's the point of speaking when the main point is not communicated across despite feeling unhappy for so long. If sorry is such a useful word, then why do people still get convicted for murder, robbery and rape? I guess ultimately the word sorry doesn't help anymore, it boils down to understanding the importance of mutual respect and consideration of ppl's feelings. If this can't even be fulfilled, how to even go on?
It's apparently back to square one. Wow, shld I even feel happy or sad? I don't know.
Yours Truly.
8:35 AMY
Sunday, October 12, 2008;
HELLO WORLD!While waiting for the mother to come home and go shopping, I think I can squeeze out some time to update. I've been super caught up at work, social life, school and friends' birthdays that I seriously have no time to post an entry for the past week. ;P
Finished my exams last Friday. Which means I am now down with two more modules and that's the end! Good news is that the two modules will be intensive course which will only take 2 and a half weeks to complete each. :))))) By Jan 19 next year, I will be a super happy graduate! Thats provided if I do well. Haha.
Anyway just came back from P Dayang last weekend and the dive trip was absolutely GOOD. I think I am hooked to diving for now. I wanna go again to probably P Redang! I heard the waters there are really clear and there are far much more things to see than Dayang and Tioman. Time to save up till the next dive season opens again next Feb. :(
From left: Louis, Stef, Me, Kenneth, Xue Yun, ShuChen, BryanOur group is definitely larger than this, Pam and Marcus is missing from the peekture. But I am really happy to have met tis dive entourage, the trip would not have been better if not for them.
The highlights of the trip definitely has to be the sea turtle and mini sharks we saw!
Ken boy took this pic and the sea turtle was really so co-operative can. Opps I think I blocked XY's face with my fins. My fave pic of the trip. :)
Saw much more during the night dive, shrimps, baracuda, sleeping pufferfishes, hermit crab, lobster. I hereby conclude that Dayang has more things to see than Tioman and the vis is definitely much better. :) Altho accommodation could not be better than the commercialised Tioman but I am happy with the dives itself. Three cheers!
I am now a certified Advanced diver!!!!! Heh.
Till then, the dive trip would be next year. :))) Feel free to join the dive entourage for those who are interested!
For more pictures, go on to my facebook to view em' (lazy to upload them here) and remember to join our dive entourage group!
The big 21 is just next week and I am so excited!!!! Shall not reveal what's up until when I update again next week. Picnic with the dive entourage and open water divers at Botanic Gardens next Sat as well.... Cant wait to snap some peektures with the DSRL cam.. I think its getting somewhat rusty and dusty. Time to whip it out again. Haha. Cousin's wedding on Sat at the only hotel at Changi Village as well! So many things to do, so little time.
Miss Tan will see u guys again soon!!!!
Yours Truly.
12:48 PMY
Wednesday, October 01, 2008;
Hello Exams, Hello P.DayangOh my, I am so sick of studying already. BUT I still have to. Friday's my exams and I am still feeling uncertain about a few topics. I guess I will just go into the exam hall with a heavy heart and come out feeling "Oh crap, I shld have studied harder!". Damn.... I think I should perish that thought and okaye so to prevent this, I shall squeeze the brain juice remaining of me to get past it!!
A peekture says a thousand words.... and this, perfectly depicts my mood now.
My teeth has been hurting like mad cuz my dentist placed a bracket on the remaining tooth last Sat... Its a metal bracket some more, cuz the tooth is too stubborn to put on any bulkier ceramic one, its sticking out like a sore thumb. Bah.
On the bright side, I am going away to P. Dayang, Malaysia in less than two days time! With my entourage of dive mates for company, I am sure this trip is gonna be a fruitful one once again. :)
I love this peekture. Shows two sides of our world. A great mixture of Land and Water.
See you on the flip side.
Hellooooooo Dayang, I am coming!!!!
Time to go pack abit before I have no time tml to do any packing. :)
Footprints
in the sand on the floor.
Ahhh... I dig that song. :)
Happy Hari Raya and Happy Children's Day!
Yours Truly.
7:02 PMY
